Some good photos!

Just wanna post some memorable photos here...After 24 yrs...this is wat my parents n i have been waiting for loh! haha..It was a pretty tiring day...wearing sthg so heavy...carrying so many things...and with heels! haha..can die lah..but i really had lots of fun...especially when my baby took half day off to accompany me...hee greatly appreciated! haha...

This is me loh with my graduation gown...and my lion!! haha dear dear bought for me! haha..so nice! haha

Me and my lovely papa n mama! hee...sob sob kor has to work...

Now...With my dear dear and family! haha

And Me and dear dear!!!

Group pics!

The usually hangout gang!

Post more soon...hee

Everything is fine i guess...

I feel better after screaming at him while crying is as loud...but at the same time i feel terribly bad for screaming at him this way...i get so agitated because he simply dont see the problem...but anyway...the sun rises...I feel better...Maybe i just need someone to listen to me...haha...haha...ok lah this morning went photo taking at cisco...so hot!! but ok lah...it only took 10s like that...loh...haha dont know whether it looks like not...i dont want it to become like my matric card...then i will pengz....haha its going to stay for a while with me lah this card! hee...i got my stock taking job!! steady!like that i will have my income! haha...finally i can start earning $$$ haha...tonight got tuition!! and after 1 month i finally can get my pay!!! kaoz...its like 2 months get 1 pay!! crap! and this kid is troublesome!! ahha..but nvm loh...just go and play! haha..Outz...getting better

What do people do on Sunday?

Someone told me..."i need to study i cant meet u tomorrow"...in the end? Study alittle...WATCH VCD....LYING AROUND ON THE BED....GO PLAY SOCCER...THE MOMENT I HEAR YOUR VOICE IRRITATES ME! I think u are saying u miss me for the sake of saying....say wanna meet also for the sake of saying...coz in the end u are only doing ur "STUFFS" or rather "STUDYING"...Im attached? aM I? SATURDAY AND SUNDAY at HOME! Even my parents ask...why i never go out...AM i not being considerate? I thought U WANT TO STUDY....BUT WAS SO DISAPPOINTED THAT U ARE NOT WAT....SO YOU SAID U MISS ME BUT DO NOTHING BUT STAY HOME LYING ON THE STUPID BED WATCHING UR STUPID VCD...whatever lah...this is not how im gonna carry out my life...My sat n sun shall not be boring anymore!...i dont care where i go or what i do...just dont wanna have anything to do with u...coz u NEVER THINK OF ME....outz...crap

My "doggy" is finally 1 yr old!!!

haiyo..i have been like playing it for so long...but it just turned 1 yr old!!! crap right?...haha...coz this one very easily reset by pressing 2 buttons together in the middle...so...i put inside my bag... and i keep accidentally reset it! aiyo...haha so now it finally survive for 1 DAY! ahha...My the other tamagotchi...still cant find the right battery! will look into it man! haha...But it was kindda paisei...when i bring it out...like so kiddish...but at least can keep me company when i was bored in train etc....haha...but i hide it inside my bag and play loh! haha...Just had dinner...still feeling a little tired...maybe of the great loss of blood...so heavy...heaviest ever! ahah..Outz...

Do i care what pple think of me? yes..i do...

I didnt have a good sleep yesterday...I dont feel comfortable...I was telling myself...I swear I wont go to his house if there are other pple staying...what will they think of me? And what other gossips can they talk abt? I just dont like it...and NOONE actually care for my feeling and sleep like everything is normal...I dont like "tired" as an excuse or reason...coz u are always tired.You dont even ask me whats wrong...sometimes i really ponder...are u really the one i want to marry to? Are u the one that make me live one day with no regrets upon my decision? I dont understand y ur house so small still got so many different pple wanna stay...I am one of them ... For a while i was thinking...what the shit did i get myself into? I have my own bed...own room...own freedom to do whatever i want...own aircon...dont have to consider what pple think or say or where they sleep....Why is it always happily out...sadly go back...I want to start working...i want to see the outside world...I want to be busy...I dont want to do nothing...I am so happy at my own home..own comfort zone...i just wanna stay here forever...I forced myself to sleep because i want the night to pass faster so that i can go home...and only myself hiding at one corner...trying to console myself...trying to convince myself that everything will be fine...which is not...Im so glad im home now...and i wanna stay home longer....Outz to sleep

What have i been doing?

My mouse is spoilt..!! crap...left click cannot be use...now im using the old one...which is also quite difficult to be used...sob...maybe go buy later...hai...feeling bored....yesterday..went IMM with my parents...bought a waffle maker...and i just made some...hee not too bad...hee...then i also bought sudoku from popular ... $5 bucks...for a small booklet...in my 3/4 of my trip from jurong to amk...i didnt manage to finish a difficult puzzle...but finishing lah...haha i start from the back...which is the difficult part..i think the easy one no kick lah! hahah...I was so bored...i going to buy battery for my tamaguchi...haha and my "doggiguchi" haha...

Haha the doggy actually is mine then the tamaguchi is my bro's...hahaso i must go buy battery!! haha..wonder if my house downstairs got sell...My house downstairs...that econ sell things very ex lah...haii...Later i will go check it out haha... excited lah! haha..wanna play! hee...Outz

左边 by 杨丞琳

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪 你才会给安慰
担心 短暂的晴天 随时都可能 被阴霾收回
等待 有机会最坏也最甜美 我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你 所以连快乐里 都装满伤悲

**你不曾发觉 你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远 永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手 想陪着你向前走 感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我 想信你会了解

(你一定看的见)

总在埋怨过你的冷漠 之后又急着说抱歉
彷佛向疏远的你 乞求一点体贴 都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲 我做好了准备
也许太自由的你 心里面那个家 谁也不能回 **

我一直相信 总有一天
你会用左手 牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远 却会实现 心在同一边 就能够
听见 你说的那句 我爱你**

I feel so sad

Choice 1) Go his house stay over but sleep with his parents...coz his sister's family staying
Choice 2) Go own home and sleep...

8 people 2 rooms....CAn u make a sensible choice? Isnt it obvious? Choice 2... Im nothing to that family...how can i go and sleep over to squeeze with them...and wheh his parents will have to sleep on mattress?How can i bear to do this to them? Cant u use ur brain? Cant u even explain nicely? appropriately?As usual the plan is ruined....I know is not his fault...coz he doesnt know also...iM selfish if i blame on him...im not angry...im just very sad that even he knows his sisters coming over still ask me to go...Sometimes i really wonder where is his brain....Still dare to tell me sleep where sleep with who who sleep where....haii...He thinks he knows everything...yet zero...

Anyway...that makes me no mood to continue doing anything...so decided to go home early...haii.. spoilt...so watching tv now...bored...

Anyway this noon went with huili for an initerview...i see it more as a briefing...its a 1 week stock taking job...pretty not bad hopefully got it...bought a gio shorts and a cardigan...both in pink! hmmm why am i so in pink recently? haha...ok outz

~~PoRrIdGe~~

Im feeling pretty tired now...i woke up 6+am then decided not to sleep...so i decided to make some porridge for my dear dear...he is having sore throat...poor him...so i went ntuc to get some pork liver...It is my first time choosing ...hmm i guess is not too bad...haha and is oso my first time cooking porridge...so my 911 call goes out to of coz my parents...haha..they are my recipe...hee so then i managed to come out with porridge...hee...it taste pretty not bad...i feel haha...he said not bad lah...so i went woodlands to meet him for lunch...then went shop shop and i finally bought a running shoes!! Haha...i am alittle ambitious..wanna do yoga...kick boxing...aerobic dance...but well i think i will choose lah...hee yah then no afternoon i feel like sleeping!! haha..nappy time.......OutZ

Up and working!!

Hee...I tHink im really too free lah...nothing to do..then decided to choose a skin that is provided by blogger...coz its simple and is in green!...Spent some time doing the pics...hee some are too small to be seen...but nvm lah next time then i do it again! haha..yesterday went out with my secondary sch friends...its a small gathering with chentat,kk,kk,cuihuan,xinger,xiuyan...hee it was great...after some time nv meet up...as usual lah the click all crappers..haha..joke here and there...we went Love Fish n co...then after that went TCC for a drink of coffer...me, kk and cuihuan were too full lah...so we decided to share ...we ordered...this Iced minty mocha! haha well not much of minty and its a bit too sweet leh...haha iM always a fan of mint...so will prefer drink thats minty...it gives a cool refreshing feeling...hmmm just now...got dont know what planes...keep flying pass my house area...scare me to hell lah...i tot 911 is coming to singapore! haha it was so loud lo!! so so loud!I was thinking maybe its once a yr national day rehersal? haii..my ears...but nvm as long as its not 911...haha...and yesterday there was a huge fire lah!! near my house...its at ave 10...big carpark got 1 big lorry on fire 1!!! phew...and the black smoke!! haha i can see only the smoke lah...as for y i know is a lorry? haha my parents just happened to pass by there in a bus after work...and they..too curious so went to kpokpo...and there i know loh! haha wonder if the news got put? haha i missed the news though...haaha

Hmm.. today is rotting at home le loh...boring..but baby is coming over for dinner...hee..baby having sore throat hope will recover soon! hee

After so long....

...After so long...i decided to write again...not because Im feeling down...just feel like updating my blog...I was searching high and low to find skin and how to organise my stuffs..but after so long of searching i still use back this skin...haha...i added a song...which i personally like alot...I heard it on 绿光森林 show...oh..the show is so nice!! hee....We have been together for 9 Months coming to 10th...time seems to pass so fast! I have been to bangkok 2 times this yr ...1 with him and 1 with parents. then i also went rawa island...with yee...hui...pacer...the island is really nice...for relaxation!...we went kayaking...snorkeling...feed the fishes...the people there are nice...the food there are fantastic!show pic...soon...havent scan those water pics in! haha...everyday eat till full till wanna vomit de! haha..but it was really superb!

The most interesting night is the last night...we mix around with the pple there...and oh man...one of the waiter can play the piano so well!!...Im so impressed! haha...then in the end we all join in with his gang...and pacer's piano skill is awesome!! alamak! then in the end i sing a few songs...so malu! But really enjoy it! haha...then recently i went phuket...ahaha did jetskiing...i was scared lah...so lousy!! but my baby infront of me...so i was hugging him tight haha...he is very naughty!! Keeps going faster and i kept screaming behind loh! haaha...it was fun! he continued with parasailing! aiyoyo..that one i really scared! so i didnt attempt...But Bravo to my baby!! haha Everything there talks $$$ so luckily we have cheaper hotel! My student's parents hotel! cool right?! hee...then we had dinner at this savoery seafood restaurant!...wow!! we ate a total of abt 70 sing dollar of seafood...Got lobster....Fish....clam...sotong!...so yummy!! i think is cheap!! for 2 person! and got lobster lah1 hee..We also went Phi Phi island for snorkeling...And tour around some of the islands...and mountain? rocks? haha....I was alittle piss with baby...coz... he keep screaming at me while we in the sea! I dont like it...but its over lah haha...and he gave me a RING!Not to propose lah! haha...but to confirm that i will not run away? haha...Then basically im still having holidays now! pretty rot lah! haha...nothing to do...I am a teacher to be loh...starting 24th july! will be a primary sch teacher! i admit i love kids but i wonder if i can control a class of kids?! haha..lets see...i will go thru the training first and see if im suitable loh haha...ok lah i will stop...meeting baby..and dont wanna be late...update soon! hee