Thursday, October 06, 2005

What is love?

Sometimes i really ponder...however...i learnt the meaning of love as compromising....understanding...trust...sensitivity...concern and lots and lots of other things! Is not easy to handle a relationship i must say...recently...we have alittle arguement on certain things...his fickle mindedness and indecisiveness...i mean i cant just look at the bad points and forget about his good points and leave him aside....if im so then ill be very selfish...if in the past maybe i was like that ba....now i learnt to compromise ba! think thats a very important factor in a relationship... i guess it is very important to give and take....i know at times im a little stubborn...but thats me mah...cant help it...he said he will change....but i know i have to change my attitude also lah! so stubborn !! haha...

but so far i must say...he is the best bf i ever had loh...i still love him so much!! as much as the sand in the dessert....as much as the water flowing from the tap.....as much as the stars in the sky......simply uncountable loh! does he know that? its not anger that i had for him...but is disappointment and sadness.! but i guess thats life and we grow thru all these mistakes. we have been meeting.....and im happy abt it ...... long way ahead of us and i hope we can both work together on it ( relationship)....yeah!!!