How lazy can i get? im just too lazy to do my china project~ arg~~why am i so reluctant? y cant i just finish it and continue with my life! arg!! why??? so sian!! now in school...gonna skip 7-9 lect...coz im just too sian to attend...and i want to finish the report tonight by hook or by crook! arg! then tomorrow will be an easy day for me!...whole day gonna be buang! haha coz after lesson i guess ill be meeting ah bron? for his bdae? i still dont know what to get for him...hmmm.. may my creativity work! haha...
Today quite a bad day also! raining..then i forgot to bring $$...i reminded myself alot of times liao yet...haii...still forget...how sad isnt it?and i always dont like to borrow money from frens de...haha but today bo bian! haha ok i think i going irc to search for my books le...seriously i have no direction! haii...i just wanna do what i can first ba! haii...i dont like thurs! haha..i wish Next wed to come faster! so that i can down 1 module! hao le...blog again.....
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
SDE reunion!
Wah!!! Yesterday was great!! haha...for a sec...i thought i was back in China! haha Able to see Wayne n audrey...just make me happy! hee..then angeline they all came...then infront got junwei daniel...wah! really leh! that moment! back in shanghai! how cool!! i really missed those days!!
Guess its really never gonna be the same again...all those memories back then will be kept in my heart ... how i wish time could just stop there!...well the impossible! haha...today..i just feel like sitting with them during lecture...but but...i know not very nice to put aeroplanes on my other frens lah...MY eyes keep bioing that area loh!but i was really happy to see the whole SDE reunite! haha...
Then...initially meeting him for dinner but ended up...nope...haii...sometimes also dont know what exactly he wants! then he called at night to help him check some stuffs...coz he taking leave on fri(his bdae) to meet up with a girl in the morning who can only spend 3 hrs with him...asking me where got jap food..or recreational activities...haii...then who am i to him?secretary?huh?i really dont know lah!
Well...then i got to chat with IVan...someone i just got to know...chatting with him was really comfortable...coz i can sense that he is those fun-loving kind...out-going etc...we were planning to go airport...till i realised oh no got superstar! haha so too bad...i was so excited! at least i know he meant it to bring me there n explain his job n take pics! what abt him? i just dont feel the sincerity...haii...i just love to be in the airport...the quiteness...the nite view...the planes...the nice atmosphere! haha..just love it! haha...For a sec...i nearly wanna forgo my superstar just to go airport with ivan! haha...airport seems to make me crazy! haha...
well got to go back sch later to do out china project! haii! next week gonna present n hand in yet we are like still 0. haii hopefully things go well tomorrow! hee...getting a little sleepy le haha...update again...
Guess its really never gonna be the same again...all those memories back then will be kept in my heart ... how i wish time could just stop there!...well the impossible! haha...today..i just feel like sitting with them during lecture...but but...i know not very nice to put aeroplanes on my other frens lah...MY eyes keep bioing that area loh!but i was really happy to see the whole SDE reunite! haha...
Then...initially meeting him for dinner but ended up...nope...haii...sometimes also dont know what exactly he wants! then he called at night to help him check some stuffs...coz he taking leave on fri(his bdae) to meet up with a girl in the morning who can only spend 3 hrs with him...asking me where got jap food..or recreational activities...haii...then who am i to him?secretary?huh?i really dont know lah!
Well...then i got to chat with IVan...someone i just got to know...chatting with him was really comfortable...coz i can sense that he is those fun-loving kind...out-going etc...we were planning to go airport...till i realised oh no got superstar! haha so too bad...i was so excited! at least i know he meant it to bring me there n explain his job n take pics! what abt him? i just dont feel the sincerity...haii...i just love to be in the airport...the quiteness...the nite view...the planes...the nice atmosphere! haha..just love it! haha...For a sec...i nearly wanna forgo my superstar just to go airport with ivan! haha...airport seems to make me crazy! haha...
well got to go back sch later to do out china project! haii! next week gonna present n hand in yet we are like still 0. haii hopefully things go well tomorrow! hee...getting a little sleepy le haha...update again...
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
What do I want?
Yesterday was a great day!Had lots of fun with My rakchuay frens...went dinner then ktv...sing n sing...a apparently the girl at the counter is ah ping's fren so...we sing till abt 12+ aahah the bill yet to come but we ask for it! haha...then after that supper....then home sweet home!
all along i have been thinking abt these 2 guys...and im very unsure which i like more...haha until yesterday...i fully understand who i like more...i just cant help thinking of that person for the whole outing last night! arg!In fact is now n then...At least now im very sure of my own feelings le...for now lah...but i dont know abt his...and i dont wanna ask him also...i just wanna let nature take its course loh...but my character...argg...hard to control...
Alot of things i dont understand also loh...why would he likes me?Firstly...we about the same height...n i think im heavier than him loh! arg!!...With normal man's ego...they will like meh? secondly...not as if im some angel or what...there are lots of good n nice looking girls out there mah...dont understand...
but nvm...am i thinking too much?what if he only treats me as good fren? i dont wanna have the wrong intention lah..hope everything will turn out well ba! hee...
all along i have been thinking abt these 2 guys...and im very unsure which i like more...haha until yesterday...i fully understand who i like more...i just cant help thinking of that person for the whole outing last night! arg!In fact is now n then...At least now im very sure of my own feelings le...for now lah...but i dont know abt his...and i dont wanna ask him also...i just wanna let nature take its course loh...but my character...argg...hard to control...
Alot of things i dont understand also loh...why would he likes me?Firstly...we about the same height...n i think im heavier than him loh! arg!!...With normal man's ego...they will like meh? secondly...not as if im some angel or what...there are lots of good n nice looking girls out there mah...dont understand...
but nvm...am i thinking too much?what if he only treats me as good fren? i dont wanna have the wrong intention lah..hope everything will turn out well ba! hee...
Monday, August 15, 2005
Half time break!
ok i think i will stop the pics for a while first...there are more to come lah!! but i think i will write on something else first...heee...
Something keeps bothering me...haii it was all my fault! i went out with angeline,tr,gy,yy,yz on sat...to celebrate gy bdae...we went to this jap restaurant at Meridien... then after that decided to go to indo chimes at clarke quay...i didnt wanna go lah! but in the end i still go!
Then we drink n play n drink ... and when everyone is just lying down...me n gy play n drink..till i drunk! arg!! i know i am drunk lah...coz i keep asking the rest to help me with my dizziness! i vomitted and stuff lah...it was really a terrible feelings..uncontrollable! thinking of it makes me feel like vomitting again!... well the sad thing here is not only this...
I was smsing Bron...well..do i like him in the first place or not? or does he like me? hmm so many unsureness...talking abt him reminds me of the kiss on the cheek i gave him! all becoz of mine stupid thinking that he might not find where exactly my blk is haha..but i was wrong! haha.. but im quite hee happy lah ...
back to the sat incident...i wasnt too happy lah...i also dont know y leh! was it becoz he never come n fetch me? while yuzhu's bf came instead? was it because he hang up my phone?was it because i feel that i left a super duper bad impression for him? what was it? arg...the next day when he told me he didnt play well for soccer...and be reserved next week...was i the problem? hmmm i just feel bad n guilty!
I think i am taking things really slowly...coz i just dont want to turn out to be something bad again...im quite tired with relationships le...sometimes just wanna be alone...i just wanna protect myself! who knows he is just another guy ... i dont want loh...i think im enough of this ! haha well.. i should take it easily!
Im just really thinking leh...are we both liking each others? what kind of guy he actually is? hmm just too many doubts! but i know its really comfortable talking to him...and i just feel comfortable loh...first time meeting a fren that i dont know yet still in close contact...haha... ok lah...i think i shant talk abt him le...
kenny the chicken went tioman for holidays liao! wonder if he is having fun! haha i miss crapping with him liao! haha come back soon! haha...i wish something BIG will happen to him man! haha..
then i went for a singing audition..."rhapsody 05" hmmm participated with guiying last yr...now trying out solo...i sang "zhu wo sheng ri kuai le" by landy..i was nervous like dont know what lah! haha ... but im glad its over! whatever the results will be...i wont be too much affected lah! hee.. so glad to be able to see huili again! haha...
ok i got to prepare myself for the gathering later! haha a mini dinner first then a grp of 9 of us! KTV session! haha finally! haha another gathering! haha and the Dannies...seems to sing zai one leh! haha...i got the feelings lah! haha i will know it tonight! haha cant wait for the time to pass! haha...ok ...i think i wrote pretty long le...shall update again!
Something keeps bothering me...haii it was all my fault! i went out with angeline,tr,gy,yy,yz on sat...to celebrate gy bdae...we went to this jap restaurant at Meridien... then after that decided to go to indo chimes at clarke quay...i didnt wanna go lah! but in the end i still go!
Then we drink n play n drink ... and when everyone is just lying down...me n gy play n drink..till i drunk! arg!! i know i am drunk lah...coz i keep asking the rest to help me with my dizziness! i vomitted and stuff lah...it was really a terrible feelings..uncontrollable! thinking of it makes me feel like vomitting again!... well the sad thing here is not only this...
I was smsing Bron...well..do i like him in the first place or not? or does he like me? hmm so many unsureness...talking abt him reminds me of the kiss on the cheek i gave him! all becoz of mine stupid thinking that he might not find where exactly my blk is haha..but i was wrong! haha.. but im quite hee happy lah ...
back to the sat incident...i wasnt too happy lah...i also dont know y leh! was it becoz he never come n fetch me? while yuzhu's bf came instead? was it because he hang up my phone?was it because i feel that i left a super duper bad impression for him? what was it? arg...the next day when he told me he didnt play well for soccer...and be reserved next week...was i the problem? hmmm i just feel bad n guilty!
I think i am taking things really slowly...coz i just dont want to turn out to be something bad again...im quite tired with relationships le...sometimes just wanna be alone...i just wanna protect myself! who knows he is just another guy ... i dont want loh...i think im enough of this ! haha well.. i should take it easily!
Im just really thinking leh...are we both liking each others? what kind of guy he actually is? hmm just too many doubts! but i know its really comfortable talking to him...and i just feel comfortable loh...first time meeting a fren that i dont know yet still in close contact...haha... ok lah...i think i shant talk abt him le...
kenny the chicken went tioman for holidays liao! wonder if he is having fun! haha i miss crapping with him liao! haha come back soon! haha...i wish something BIG will happen to him man! haha..
then i went for a singing audition..."rhapsody 05" hmmm participated with guiying last yr...now trying out solo...i sang "zhu wo sheng ri kuai le" by landy..i was nervous like dont know what lah! haha ... but im glad its over! whatever the results will be...i wont be too much affected lah! hee.. so glad to be able to see huili again! haha...
ok i got to prepare myself for the gathering later! haha a mini dinner first then a grp of 9 of us! KTV session! haha finally! haha another gathering! haha and the Dannies...seems to sing zai one leh! haha...i got the feelings lah! haha i will know it tonight! haha cant wait for the time to pass! haha...ok ...i think i wrote pretty long le...shall update again!
Our living environment
Alright! this is where we live...where we hang around for the 7-8 days...where we do our "business" etc...hee..its not that bad right? personally i think is great loh! hee then right side of the pic of toilet bowl is their church :) we attended their service on sunday! hee i love their singing! hee...yeah...as for the preaching i dont understand lah coz in thai mah..i nearly fall asleep i must admit! hee but i show respect lah! so i never sleep yeah! hee...
Here are the lovely kids
How lovely and adorable they are!! i really miss them lots lots!! especially my chiobu!! haha cant wait to visit them again...
The sunglassers! haha
Well all of us trying to be lao da here! haha and i think huiping looks very sian in that pic! haha machiam her subordinates have all change bang! haha...opss...crapz...
The 4 of us!
These are the 4 of us! Who were in lawat! from 10 to 4! i starting to really miss the rest! royce...benny etc...its hard to have the same group of people to travel again! only a few of us! hee but im really happy to travel with fred,ping n roy again! hee
Thailand Trip
These are taken before we go up to the village! with uncle sam...finally we have the same clothings hahaa how cool!!
Thailand Trip
These are pics taken on the 11th July...The first where most of us touched down at Chiang Mai airport. How nice to look at them again n again! hee
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