at the peak 

In The Plane 

at xing guang da dao

hahah this is me...act cute lah...haha have to hold my hair mah..too windy! haha

Trip To Hong Kong!

Alrighty...i was so lazy to blog ahha...till today really nothing to do...so decided to write something on my HK trip haha.....5 days in Hong Kong...it was really fabulous...at least to let my brain rest and relax...oh man... the weather there is really awesome! 24 hr free air con i should call that! i really dont know how to explain...haha.

First day we reached there pretty early...and while waiting for other flight to come and join us... we had some free time to get some food...went to a nearby shop to eat...then i ordered this mixed beef noodles! wow! it was really cool...tried food that i have never tried before! like the beef liver, etc...unbelievable...but their food alittle too salty haha....i didnt dare to drink the tea! coz it was so oily! haha ok then after that...ok then we went off to 星光大道...ok lah that one nothing much...walk around and see those finger prints on the grd and took some pictures...after that went off to this teddy bear thinggy...ahah see all the teddy bear...ok lah that one also nothing...but their fur are super nice to touch...ok then off to this seafood restaurant for dinner!! Believe it or not! i love that dinner!! coz its all my fav SEAFOOD...all kinds of seafood loh!! even if i never eat in singapore b4.. i also hack just grab one and eat!! and 10 dishes!! believe it or not!! haha man they all tasted so awesome!! but too bad lah...i think is a bit rush leh...wonder if all hong konger rush their dinner !? haha aiyo...meal time should slowly eat slowly enjoy mah...the dishes came so fast like i cant catch a breathe! haha.....just keep on eating and eating!.... After that...the tour guide shows us ard then we went to the peak loh! the famous one lah! haha it was super duper windy cum cold loh...but i really feel shiok abt it! haha then we took nice nice pic oso..this professional camera man...who works there lah..we paid for him to take pic! haha it was pretty ex but the effect was really cool.....the skyline oh man! ahah then my aunt bargain with him lah..in the end the price still the same but he saved it inside my memory card also! so in the end we have both the hard and the soft copy!

then back to Regal Kowloon Hotel! haha.....

Second day.....went for breakfast! what to say? haha the bf is my desired kind of bf! porridge...with all the dim sum! haha...ok..then we went to this place...to touch cai sheng! haha....took some pics also and get to know where jackie chan lives! haha and there is photographer helping us to take pic also lah !! in the end he developed it and we must pay for it ! those make into plate one! haha ok loh...bo bian.....then...went to take boat! like those river taxi in singapore loh...nothing much...took some pics also....then...went for lunching...ate this goose meat! haha was nice! i think meeal are always good when u travel with grp tour! haha cant deny that! haha ok then i think before that we also went to this place u always see in tv where pple make wish and throw the thing up onto the tree! haha i didnt lah...dun wanna malu myself! ahaha.....ok then we went to lady;s street then walk to temple street then didnt but much stuffs also coz winter then decided to go back hotel!..

Third day! it was a crazy day! haha we went ocean park! we took a cable car up up up we go...its like damn high up loh! with mountain and seas! haha ok when we reached there.....we walked ard took some pics..haha then we headed to this roller coaster ride...ahha ok lah it was alright...then some other rides also...the BEST part is i sat on this Abyss? haha those whereby u sit...then it will brings u up up up up vertically then without warning down down down! like oh my god! haha i have just experience commiting suicide from dunno which floors loh! i admit that i was damn scared!! i dont even dare to open my eyes.!! come on! it was really scary loh! so i will advise pple not to suicide this way! ur heart simply jumped out loh! man...but hey....that was really fabulous! haha.....then we had our own lunch...bought some souvenirs...then...we went after that we went to a temple....do some praying then after that....the tour guide brought us to this desert sshop and had their famous desert..it was rather special...with this white i think is milk...like tofu lah surround it with this black zi ma? in the middle! haha typical singaporean simply mixed it and eat it...but that was a wrong way loh ! haha it was nice the taste! then we had our own dinner then haha went to this street nearby and walk walk and decided to have a hair cut...haha we went to this salon ...oh man! the salon guys there are all so cute till i wanna drool...especially one haha that washed my hair and dont know how to speak chinese haha then i super clumsy loh...i actually hit my head onto the those 电 hair one haha then that guy so nice...touch my head n said not pain not pain in cantonese...ahaha ok lah then the hair cut was by a girl! haha ok nothing much difference but it was cheap! haha

FOrth day!! Free and easy...well it was kinda not a very good day...coz there were like conflicts...welli guess sometimes its good to go with frens? haha but i dont deny that i have lots of fun with this company...hee..ok then i sat on this mtr! their mrt! haha....it was kindda cool....then we went causeway bay to shop...apparently i think hk shop open at night lo hhahaha those stalls on the street were like not open...then we walk ard then went back to our territory...bought lunch back to hotel and eat loh...then unbelivable .......everyone fall asleep loh! haiz...this is so not me loh!! we pay money to go and sleep? how not worth it loh! haii..if i were with frens...i guess we wont be sleeping loh...at least till 4am then next morning go crazy again...and so on n on... sleeping?!?!!? oh man! haha......even i at home also nv sleep so early when i was in hk loh! haha abit wasted there!! initially wanted to go out alone but i dont think thats a good idea lah! so wait till everyone was really awake...then my cousin went to that salon to cut hair while me n aunt shop...die die oso must buy thingS! haha then ended up at this bra shop for very long...they taught us the right way to wear bra loh! haha n i was quite stunned at the cup that im wearing haha it was a big big jump i was amused by it! haha but it fits ! haha i really puzzled man haha...i bought one home lah ...then walked ard buy some stuffs...and we shopped till pretty late then go back hotel! haha i bought a PINK bag too! it was rather unique though i know its ex lah but seriously like it so much...ahha ok ....

LAST day! i was so sad to leave the 24hr free air con country leh! haha somemore morning flight! haha went to airport then bought some food stuff! everything quite rush also ahah then after 3+hrs of flight ...here i am back in singapore!! haha

Im quite ok with the sudden change of weather lah.....yeah...valueair...was ok..not too bad at lease got food to eat got tea to drink! haha....ok i think i will stop here it is really long! and oh man i spent abt an hr to type this! hahaha...i personally think that this is an enriching trip haha coz i learnt alot abt the buildings there.and the FEng Shui!! it was really unbelivable! haha if i have the chance i will visit hk in winter again! haha

A Trip that is enriching and unforgetteble!~

A sHoRt OnE

woo...leaving to airport soon...730am flight!

i definitely feel down....still....only chentat understands my feeling.....

for those who know i am leaving today have more or less wishes me bon voyage....where is the person i wanna hear it most from?

arg! y am i a girl?y do i always think this n think that?i already told myself dunno how many donkey times ... but still.....guess its really time to think abt it.....

hopefully i will come to a conclusion...

May There Be No Regrets When U look Back~

GuEsS iM nOt As ToUgH aS i ThInK~

Finally Exams are over! im really feeling nothing.....dunno y also...but ill be off to HK on sat! its gonna be an early flight..very early...but good lah...im sick of staying in Singapore....

Hai...not feeling good...feeling very down...all i can say is im not as tough as i think i am.....i just dont understand why is this happening to me...what is happening? what am i doing? am i stupid? am i foolish? what the.....sometimes i really wonder n ponder where i stand.....do i ever existed? haii....i dunno how n what to say...but i guess i better do some reflection in HK.....

There are things that i really wanna do before i leave...but i dun think im gonna do it...im just too disappointed...too down...too torn apart....too reluntant to ask...and i dun think is necessary..no longer think is a necessary...hate being a GIRL!....

So unbelievable....i always making the same mistakes again n again n again....can i stop it?!?! damn!

Just what do i want?! what am i thinking?!arg!! i really hate myself sometimes!......

AH! Put these sadness aside....

I just now read this book Grandeur De D Major by Jay...just a little only....but i flip thru looking at the pics! they are fantastic! im falling deeply in love with him man! he is so oh my gosh...simply no vocab can explain.. and his concert! FAbulous!...everyone was so super duper high! sing....sing....screamm...and scream....landy n nan quan mama were great too! think this time round the concert is so much worth it! haha ... waiting for 2 yrs for him to come for another concerT! my jay's concert buddy ...xinyee...woo...haha we are inseparable liao...coz every time got JAy...we will stick together!... yeah!

Alrighty i think i shall stop somewhere here....no mood to write longer....

Hear no evil...See no evil...Speak no evil...

Give me Peace...

3 down 3 to go

hurray@ 3 down...3 more to go!...just had my lunch...dunno what to eat...buy from downstairs...i think of the coffee shop i sian le haha bo bian.. for stomach i go to the cai fan stall...looking at the "liao" they have i also full liao haha then decided to order just 2 vege my fav kang kong that taste bitter haii and cucumber soft soft one...but taste salty..haii...then eat loh,,, haha now full le...feel like sleeping haha.. but cannot tml got paper..havent really study! haha open book though...and luckily paper is at 230pm..

alright man...nothing much really happened but hmmm i feel weird...things seems to be different...or isit just me? GIRLS? well dunzz... dun care.,.. i shall continue with my exams and HK i Am Coming! hahah

2 more days!

Exams coming........oh no.......haha i think im still not very prepared leh haha anyway things happened past few days .... hmmm no time to write it all here maybe after exams if i still remember haha guess i wont blog for the next few days le! haha see my mood.....haha

wish me luck! hahah 6 PAPERS!

till 2 Dec! arg!

Out oF Control

Went out with Steven yesterday till today early morning loh went movies (Taxi) and east coast park...It was Really nice lah though now i super tired ahaha but i think my feelings for him is getting stronger and scared one day i cant control my own feelings man...

But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...

i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...

Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...

Deepavali!

wooo ha hor.,.haha public holiday n im stuck at home with some stupid planning notes by frank llyod wright haha im going into Howard soon ..haha boring...today ok lah at least never fall asleep maybe its not as boring as it is ba..

nothing much happened but i did something in the morning...dunno is consider stupid or cute or what of me..haha not to be reveal first lah..haha the truth will be out soon i hope haha

later got singapore idol...woo sylvester gonna sing Jay's 安静..haha im really looking forward to it..but i still think taufik is the best lah haha....

Had a simple yet great dinner...is just soup and rice...but the soup got all my favourites... prawns, sotong, fish,tofu.... meat balls hahaa how nice my parents! haha okok i shall go back to my bks b4 the show starts! haha..... yeah!

HuNgRy~

what a Hungry tuesday i had! haha was so hungry whole day ate 1 simple meal...fish egg plus fish meat soup with rice! yummy thinking of it make my saliva arg....then basically today i watched KWAME's webcasts sooo super boring...at times i nearly fall asleep leh...he is like story telling loh so boring...

then this chentat...a super good fren of mine!....went buy some yummy FOOD ask him to send some here...kaoz..he only left the bones loh haha WHAT A FRIEND! hahaha the most i pay for ur taxi fare mah! ahaha anyway its ok lah i think im going to sleep soon loh...watching the webcast is super exhausting man! worst than attending the real lect! haha

ok lah tml lesson in the noon so boring again ahah but ill go! haha good me haha anyway gonna do some readings first.....before i go to my dreamland! haha i miss him haha

Today's Test n Date

oh well i passed the test but not very good...haha anyway met up with Steven again haha.....met him at suntec. had dinner at cafe cartel...then went to fountain of wealth there sit sit talk talk...then went sky garden also...we were like peeping tom n mary loh..seeing other pple kissing....haha

anyway...it is yet another great date lah....getting more confused but seems like this is not bad either ahah... tired liao my eyes are closing ciaoz!

me and steven at bus stop  

6.11.04

well well ...this date is a date not to be forgotten..went out with steven on the 5th went to changi village for nasi lamak...raining again ....luckily not very heavy...then we went off...then dunno where to go..stopped at this bus stop took some pics...then decided where to go....

Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha

After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!

i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....

i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)

back to studies......

exams coming,,

la la la....exams coming...hai have to be full engine liao! haha.....but i always feeling tired haha :)

Me and Steven at my house corridor super shag 

What a Day.....tired..nice..happy....exciting......oh no

woo..im still kicking actively...laozz...how can that be? i only slept for an hour or so...Yesterday was Halloween...nothing to do with me though..haha went out with steven...watched shark tale....115am show...pretty tired...but ok...still manage to finish the whole show...quite funny...hee...but i never get to keep the tix this time round...haha so no pic of tix...before movie...went coffee bean sit then hmm went orchard tower watched the b....haha quite interesting.....some were nice some cannot make it lah...then went pak game..that arcade no pple one leh haha but the games not very nice also...played photo hunt and some shooting game.....then off for movie......oh not forgetting abt that drunken man outside the thai embassy! haha he is dead drunk Steven still went ask if he is ok haha the drunken man gave a ok sign haha ended up ambulance came though haha....

after movie....we no idea where to go leh...then go round n round so cool and nice....it was a slow ride....then ride for a while we decided to go MUsTaFA! haha cant find the right road somemore haha hidden mall haha...went in shop and shop.....well not many pple there but we were all puzzled lah like how come still got pple come and buy things at that hr? ha 4 plus leh!we shop till 5 plus went search for tian ji porridge.....when we reached geylang...wow..there "PEOPLE" are still hyperactive!! haah so many of them standing there waiting for "CUSTOMERS!" We decided to go walk one round...ok then after that we tried so hard to search for the porridge but closed liao..ended up eat mixed pork porridge ahha quite nice lah...then went home...reached abt 630 am i think.....till now only sleep for an 1hr..coz initially thought need to go mkt help out my parents...in the end they said no need...quite glad also lah coz i got to do the brochure! finally is done...left with cover only...ok anyway...

TOPIC OF THE DAY: i actually sms Steven saying i abit like him...i think i super crazy...thought i promised not to express my feelings again ?!?! what am i doing?! haii i must be damn shag and tired to say out all these! arg....haa ok hope ill have a good nice sleep later and a sweet dream too

b4 i zzz

ThOuGhTs:

CaN sOmEoNe LoVeS sOmEbOdY sO eAsIlY?

WhAt Is LoVe? I gEt PuZzLeD~

ShOuLd OnE bE hOnEsT aNd TelL iT aLl Or KeEp SiLeNt?

WiLl OnE gEt OvEr SeNsItIvE aNd tHiNkS tHaT nOtHiNg Is SoMeThInG?

KeEpInG iNsIdE iS sO nOt Me~

BuT i LeArNt~

WhAt Is MeAnT tO bE wIlL bE mEaNt To Be~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr Of NoT mAkInG tHe SaMe MiStAkEs~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr Of CoNtRoLlInG~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr NoT tO bE hOnEsT~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr NoT tO dReAm Of SoMeThInG nOt MeAnT tO bE ~

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe Im StAnDiNg At A cRoSsRoAd~

QuEsTiOn MaRkS kEeP PoPpInG oUt~

ZzZzZzZZZZZ.......

jalan kayu...zoo...metro..oh no!

woo...went to jalan kayu for supper with StEvEn~ hee and so bu qiao raining again! but so nice of him lah let me wear his jacket....hope he doesnt catch a cold.... haha went ate prata...the famous one wasnt open lah..went to the other..then curry abit salty hahah ....then went home le...hee so nice that he sent me back home...hee anyway then today oh no 11am driving i woke up only 1055am! haha then i late lah...then nearly kanna accident! duno what im thinking also shit! haha but heng lah..my instructor saved it all...

just now i watched ming xin hao bang shou...saw they all went ZOO! im like years nv been there...feel like going there...taking lots of pictures...wah.. wow...weee....hmmm but not everyone like me so bo liao go do such things...haha see how lah.....then my fren called! haha she was at metro sales at expo! wahh things there seems cheap i also wanna go!!! shopping kakis.....where to find haha....see how again lah ahah....let me think think....the most let them slip away ahah. ...downloaded some great songs...1000miles by vanessa carlton...cool i like that song.......shoot the moon by norah jones....woooo i like...haha doing my valuation till i sian...haha but ill still hang on! haha tml is a relaxed day lah haah.....alrighty.....see if anything later write again!...watch swim show......

MoNdAy BlUeS~~~

wooo my monday in sch is finally over!! haha i m super tired lah...830am have to reach sch...still got a long long week ahead tml got a SS tutorial...have to read n read .......lesson starts at 9am! then end at 8pm!! kaoz! by then i tired like dunno what liao....will sure sleep in train like a pig! but WEDNESDAY is my FREE day!! gonna learn my driving 11am hee then ill be free!!......thursday got 1 tut on space aiya that one lac...but fri valuation oh no dunno what we have to do ...havent check it out....see how lah...dun care....tired......but still have to do work loh....okie dokie....recently i miss someone terribly....dunno y like that.....hahaha ok lah i better go do my work le ciaoz

Another tix ahha 

Hey Hey Hey! The Movie Tix! 

A rAiNy CoLd NiTe DaTe WiTh StEvEn~

Oh man!......i had a super hard time trying to figure out how to post picture!! thanks to CHENTAT the CHICKEN! thanks!! ok the pic...woo so big haha this guy ah is Steven loh...haha finally went out with him after 4 long years!....man..my heart was pounding fast lah coz of the BIKE ride! haha First time mah....kan jiong not because gonna meet him...coz of the bike...haha first time feel so helpless doing something haha...then when he said come and fetch me....ah dui...i said no need mah i go myself..then no need sit his bike haha but in the end he is nice enough to come fetch me...but i kan jiong lah....useless me!

Ha! phew! the ride was LoNg.......15mins like 15 days.......hahaha but ok lah his skill not that bad!...hahaa after that first ride to PS...im ok with it le lah...but the helmet is super heavy lah! haha but what a day lah it rained...poor steven got drenched..went PS starbuck sit down talk drink ...woo my first try of their Green Tea!.. i think is superb! next time i go there sure drink just that! haha somemore in GREEN! haha then watched "Ladder 49" hmmm the show ok lah but sad ending loh...sob...haha after that went for supper at geylang...that "You Tiao Da Wang"...another first time been there!...quite nice lah the food...hee....then we took the pic hee so cool lah...but can see we are both quite tired liao haha almost 4am that time haha....then sent me home....hee.....

Overall i think is quite cool lah...coz i dont feel like meeting a stranger...coz long time no see mah...4 yrs just like 1 day loh still can talk ... and his police stories were pretty amazing lah...especially the jumping down case...bleh.....haha anyway...he doesnt change much lah....whoops will he be happy or sad to hear that? haha but still as nice lah! hee...alrighty ....gonna post somemore pic ahaaha......shoot.....after meeting him...i miss him...arg! bull.....hahha shoot.......ok i better start my tutorial or else no need sleep liao and get scolding for the terrible tutors!! haha aiya not that terrible lah! haha ciaoz

ThE dAtE wItH sTeVeN aFtEr 4 YeArS! 

today...

today ok....but i was alittle pissed off with a friend...dun wanna mention it le anyway recently i sort of like get to contact steven (my sec sch fren),....more....i feel happy to be in contact with him again...he eh used to like me..but i was so stupid back then lah only have brandon brandon and brandon...till i let him slip away...haha think he is very nice guy loh...anyway..im glad he is doing well now...thats all i need to know hee....anyway tml is wed ..my only off day!..but argg have to go back for lesson ...so irritating...10-5 in sch...shoot man...exams coming coming loh haha i sooo happy coz it means holidays coming!..haii before i fall asleep i better go do my work.........................

A night in M Hotel!

Oh man...this is crazy...i had my best weekend of my life i guess!! haha me n my best fren, guiying off to this M hotel for a 2 days 1 night stay......oh gosh...this is cool the room is fantastic! I think i spent abt 200+++ on the weekend.. but seriously i think i needed that! i m so stress and so sick of all my projects just wanna get away from all the stress that im having!..we reached there at abt 3 plus then check in and stuffs...went to have some snacks...she ate a chicken pie and mushroom soup..as usual me..i drank seafood soup..a lot of salmon fish...haha it is like soup...i prefer the seafood soup at mr bean i had...that was really cool!...so many sotong...so many prawns oh man! haha ok getting hungry...anyway..talking abt the stay....after the snack we went swimming! and jacuzzi! haha then after that a hot steam boat buffet!...we dont think is worth the money though haha...then we went the bar....wooo got live band! the singer , Trisno...he can really sing well! i drank henniken..dont know how spell...recently think i start loving beer haha think the taste is pretty not bad! hee ok...too bad the bar closes at 1am...forgot to mention there is this gorgeous guy there ...soooo cute! hahaha ok then back to room order some supper ...room service! haha that guy also so cute! haha we had sandwiches! so fulling! hahaha then we do our mask and sleep on the great great bed! hahaah....woke up early to catch out breakfast buffet! cool lah! hahaha got so much food to choose! haha then we went do massage! oh wooo that was really great!! the strength .....whole body massage i think is so ....haha no words to describe! hahaha..... ok after being a 1 night tai tai!...now back to the real world...back to doing my PROJECTS write essay........arg...i cant believe it......i hate it! i want holidays! ahaha....tired ...lah i better get things done fast.....folks take care!