Sunday, November 14, 2004

Out oF Control

Went out with Steven yesterday till today early morning loh went movies (Taxi) and east coast park...It was Really nice lah though now i super tired ahaha but i think my feelings for him is getting stronger and scared one day i cant control my own feelings man...

But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...

i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...

Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...

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