Sunday, November 07, 2004

6.11.04

well well ...this date is a date not to be forgotten..went out with steven on the 5th went to changi village for nasi lamak...raining again ....luckily not very heavy...then we went off...then dunno where to go..stopped at this bus stop took some pics...then decided where to go....

Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha

After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!

i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....

i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)

back to studies......

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