3 down 3 to go

hurray@ 3 down...3 more to go!...just had my lunch...dunno what to eat...buy from downstairs...i think of the coffee shop i sian le haha bo bian.. for stomach i go to the cai fan stall...looking at the "liao" they have i also full liao haha then decided to order just 2 vege my fav kang kong that taste bitter haii and cucumber soft soft one...but taste salty..haii...then eat loh,,, haha now full le...feel like sleeping haha.. but cannot tml got paper..havent really study! haha open book though...and luckily paper is at 230pm..

alright man...nothing much really happened but hmmm i feel weird...things seems to be different...or isit just me? GIRLS? well dunzz... dun care.,.. i shall continue with my exams and HK i Am Coming! hahah

2 more days!

Exams coming........oh no.......haha i think im still not very prepared leh haha anyway things happened past few days .... hmmm no time to write it all here maybe after exams if i still remember haha guess i wont blog for the next few days le! haha see my mood.....haha

wish me luck! hahah 6 PAPERS!

till 2 Dec! arg!

Out oF Control

Went out with Steven yesterday till today early morning loh went movies (Taxi) and east coast park...It was Really nice lah though now i super tired ahaha but i think my feelings for him is getting stronger and scared one day i cant control my own feelings man...

But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...

i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...

Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...

Deepavali!

wooo ha hor.,.haha public holiday n im stuck at home with some stupid planning notes by frank llyod wright haha im going into Howard soon ..haha boring...today ok lah at least never fall asleep maybe its not as boring as it is ba..

nothing much happened but i did something in the morning...dunno is consider stupid or cute or what of me..haha not to be reveal first lah..haha the truth will be out soon i hope haha

later got singapore idol...woo sylvester gonna sing Jay's 安静..haha im really looking forward to it..but i still think taufik is the best lah haha....

Had a simple yet great dinner...is just soup and rice...but the soup got all my favourites... prawns, sotong, fish,tofu.... meat balls hahaa how nice my parents! haha okok i shall go back to my bks b4 the show starts! haha..... yeah!

HuNgRy~

what a Hungry tuesday i had! haha was so hungry whole day ate 1 simple meal...fish egg plus fish meat soup with rice! yummy thinking of it make my saliva arg....then basically today i watched KWAME's webcasts sooo super boring...at times i nearly fall asleep leh...he is like story telling loh so boring...

then this chentat...a super good fren of mine!....went buy some yummy FOOD ask him to send some here...kaoz..he only left the bones loh haha WHAT A FRIEND! hahaha the most i pay for ur taxi fare mah! ahaha anyway its ok lah i think im going to sleep soon loh...watching the webcast is super exhausting man! worst than attending the real lect! haha

ok lah tml lesson in the noon so boring again ahah but ill go! haha good me haha anyway gonna do some readings first.....before i go to my dreamland! haha i miss him haha

Today's Test n Date

oh well i passed the test but not very good...haha anyway met up with Steven again haha.....met him at suntec. had dinner at cafe cartel...then went to fountain of wealth there sit sit talk talk...then went sky garden also...we were like peeping tom n mary loh..seeing other pple kissing....haha

anyway...it is yet another great date lah....getting more confused but seems like this is not bad either ahah... tired liao my eyes are closing ciaoz!

me and steven at bus stop  

6.11.04

well well ...this date is a date not to be forgotten..went out with steven on the 5th went to changi village for nasi lamak...raining again ....luckily not very heavy...then we went off...then dunno where to go..stopped at this bus stop took some pics...then decided where to go....

Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha

After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!

i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....

i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)

back to studies......

exams coming,,

la la la....exams coming...hai have to be full engine liao! haha.....but i always feeling tired haha :)