Finally Exams are over! im really feeling nothing.....dunno y also...but ill be off to HK on sat! its gonna be an early flight..very early...but good lah...im sick of staying in Singapore....
Hai...not feeling good...feeling very down...all i can say is im not as tough as i think i am.....i just dont understand why is this happening to me...what is happening? what am i doing? am i stupid? am i foolish? what the.....sometimes i really wonder n ponder where i stand.....do i ever existed? haii....i dunno how n what to say...but i guess i better do some reflection in HK.....
There are things that i really wanna do before i leave...but i dun think im gonna do it...im just too disappointed...too down...too torn apart....too reluntant to ask...and i dun think is necessary..no longer think is a necessary...hate being a GIRL!....
So unbelievable....i always making the same mistakes again n again n again....can i stop it?!?! damn!
Just what do i want?! what am i thinking?!arg!! i really hate myself sometimes!......
AH! Put these sadness aside....
I just now read this book Grandeur De D Major by Jay...just a little only....but i flip thru looking at the pics! they are fantastic! im falling deeply in love with him man! he is so oh my gosh...simply no vocab can explain.. and his concert! FAbulous!...everyone was so super duper high! sing....sing....screamm...and scream....landy n nan quan mama were great too! think this time round the concert is so much worth it! haha ... waiting for 2 yrs for him to come for another concerT! my jay's concert buddy ...xinyee...woo...haha we are inseparable liao...coz every time got JAy...we will stick together!... yeah!
Alrighty i think i shall stop somewhere here....no mood to write longer....
Hear no evil...See no evil...Speak no evil...
Give me Peace...
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