Tuesday, August 16, 2005

What do I want?

Yesterday was a great day!Had lots of fun with My rakchuay frens...went dinner then ktv...sing n sing...a apparently the girl at the counter is ah ping's fren so...we sing till abt 12+ aahah the bill yet to come but we ask for it! haha...then after that supper....then home sweet home!

all along i have been thinking abt these 2 guys...and im very unsure which i like more...haha until yesterday...i fully understand who i like more...i just cant help thinking of that person for the whole outing last night! arg!In fact is now n then...At least now im very sure of my own feelings le...for now lah...but i dont know abt his...and i dont wanna ask him also...i just wanna let nature take its course loh...but my character...argg...hard to control...

Alot of things i dont understand also loh...why would he likes me?Firstly...we about the same height...n i think im heavier than him loh! arg!!...With normal man's ego...they will like meh? secondly...not as if im some angel or what...there are lots of good n nice looking girls out there mah...dont understand...

but nvm...am i thinking too much?what if he only treats me as good fren? i dont wanna have the wrong intention lah..hope everything will turn out well ba! hee...

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