Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Just Drop By
just drop by to those who is waiting for my blog ahaha...been lazy n busy leh...ahhha so much have happened!!...got anger,sadness,happiness...alot alot!! Im angry with 1 person who forgets me....who never think abt me....who never care abt me...who totally ignore me after things have happened...how bad...haii even when i see the person on the street..i will just find my ways to avoid....just dont feel like bumping into each others when i see him so close with another girl!...haii..but its ok..it a lesson to be learnt!..it was really saddening when i search high n low but i cant find my name anywhere...am i that not worth to be mentioned? but nvm...i put all these behind me and starts all over!
thats my anger n sadness ba....happiness simply overcome everything when i went to Chiang mai!!!For Cultural Exchange! haha it was really nice with the whole bunch of cool n nice pple...royce(lili), Roy (ah pek), shuhui(dodo), huiping (mama san), daniel (hiroSHITma), benny (Jenny), Fred (apparently nothing leh how come?), shuming (mei4mei4) as in sis...ME (MEIMEI as in BEautiful!) mauuahahaha i really had lots n lots of fun n memories!! not to forget my chio bu Tiprawan...the kids in Karen Village are really adorable...she is only 5 yrs old!! i love her the most n my frens said i too favouritism liao haha..i even gave her my click hahah she is so cute to resist! haha...later i shall post some pics sia!! haha
Went trekking also.....it was really memorable...really understand the meaning of "MIND OVER BODY" its all in ur mind!!! haha....physically wow...climb uphill up up up we go...non stop! haha...actually i have got so much to say lah ahhaa.....but chop chop...haha i wrote in my real diary liao..ahaha ...chiang mai was really a nice trip!! will be going again!! yeah!!!.....oh not to forget ... i had a crush with Mr Fred! haha ...later show the scandalous pic! haha ....
Then sch starts...quite motivated...but now with all the projects..i think im gonna die! haha.....well.....then there was this SDE day...talentine...wooo..i was the judge loh...coz i was last year CHAMPION mah...then guess who was there with me?? jerry n SHIYU!!! yes!!! HUANG SHIYU!! he is so cute so cool lah! haha n his singing i have nothing to say!! so good!! get to know him...took pics! muahaha so happy! then i saw him on train...!! wah n so surprised...he remembers me!!! n wave to me!!! aiya...i so shy! muahaha...he is nice lah..but at first i thought he was quite tao! haha ok anyway...basically n roughly thats abt all le...yup...tell again when i free!! o my 2 lovely cousins whos gonna read this....see ya on Thurs!!! KTV time!! yeah!! miss u all!!!
thats my anger n sadness ba....happiness simply overcome everything when i went to Chiang mai!!!For Cultural Exchange! haha it was really nice with the whole bunch of cool n nice pple...royce(lili), Roy (ah pek), shuhui(dodo), huiping (mama san), daniel (hiroSHITma), benny (Jenny), Fred (apparently nothing leh how come?), shuming (mei4mei4) as in sis...ME (MEIMEI as in BEautiful!) mauuahahaha i really had lots n lots of fun n memories!! not to forget my chio bu Tiprawan...the kids in Karen Village are really adorable...she is only 5 yrs old!! i love her the most n my frens said i too favouritism liao haha..i even gave her my click hahah she is so cute to resist! haha...later i shall post some pics sia!! haha
Went trekking also.....it was really memorable...really understand the meaning of "MIND OVER BODY" its all in ur mind!!! haha....physically wow...climb uphill up up up we go...non stop! haha...actually i have got so much to say lah ahhaa.....but chop chop...haha i wrote in my real diary liao..ahaha ...chiang mai was really a nice trip!! will be going again!! yeah!!!.....oh not to forget ... i had a crush with Mr Fred! haha ...later show the scandalous pic! haha ....
Then sch starts...quite motivated...but now with all the projects..i think im gonna die! haha.....well.....then there was this SDE day...talentine...wooo..i was the judge loh...coz i was last year CHAMPION mah...then guess who was there with me?? jerry n SHIYU!!! yes!!! HUANG SHIYU!! he is so cute so cool lah! haha n his singing i have nothing to say!! so good!! get to know him...took pics! muahaha so happy! then i saw him on train...!! wah n so surprised...he remembers me!!! n wave to me!!! aiya...i so shy! muahaha...he is nice lah..but at first i thought he was quite tao! haha ok anyway...basically n roughly thats abt all le...yup...tell again when i free!! o my 2 lovely cousins whos gonna read this....see ya on Thurs!!! KTV time!! yeah!! miss u all!!!
Friday, December 10, 2004
Trip To Hong Kong!
Alrighty...i was so lazy to blog ahha...till today really nothing to do...so decided to write something on my HK trip haha.....5 days in Hong Kong...it was really fabulous...at least to let my brain rest and relax...oh man... the weather there is really awesome! 24 hr free air con i should call that! i really dont know how to explain...haha.
First day we reached there pretty early...and while waiting for other flight to come and join us... we had some free time to get some food...went to a nearby shop to eat...then i ordered this mixed beef noodles! wow! it was really cool...tried food that i have never tried before! like the beef liver, etc...unbelievable...but their food alittle too salty haha....i didnt dare to drink the tea! coz it was so oily! haha ok then after that...ok then we went off to 星光大道...ok lah that one nothing much...walk around and see those finger prints on the grd and took some pictures...after that went off to this teddy bear thinggy...ahah see all the teddy bear...ok lah that one also nothing...but their fur are super nice to touch...ok then off to this seafood restaurant for dinner!! Believe it or not! i love that dinner!! coz its all my fav SEAFOOD...all kinds of seafood loh!! even if i never eat in singapore b4.. i also hack just grab one and eat!! and 10 dishes!! believe it or not!! haha man they all tasted so awesome!! but too bad lah...i think is a bit rush leh...wonder if all hong konger rush their dinner !? haha aiyo...meal time should slowly eat slowly enjoy mah...the dishes came so fast like i cant catch a breathe! haha.....just keep on eating and eating!.... After that...the tour guide shows us ard then we went to the peak loh! the famous one lah! haha it was super duper windy cum cold loh...but i really feel shiok abt it! haha then we took nice nice pic oso..this professional camera man...who works there lah..we paid for him to take pic! haha it was pretty ex but the effect was really cool.....the skyline oh man! ahah then my aunt bargain with him lah..in the end the price still the same but he saved it inside my memory card also! so in the end we have both the hard and the soft copy!
then back to Regal Kowloon Hotel! haha.....
Second day.....went for breakfast! what to say? haha the bf is my desired kind of bf! porridge...with all the dim sum! haha...ok..then we went to this place...to touch cai sheng! haha....took some pics also and get to know where jackie chan lives! haha and there is photographer helping us to take pic also lah !! in the end he developed it and we must pay for it ! those make into plate one! haha ok loh...bo bian.....then...went to take boat! like those river taxi in singapore loh...nothing much...took some pics also....then...went for lunching...ate this goose meat! haha was nice! i think meeal are always good when u travel with grp tour! haha cant deny that! haha ok then i think before that we also went to this place u always see in tv where pple make wish and throw the thing up onto the tree! haha i didnt lah...dun wanna malu myself! ahaha.....ok then we went to lady;s street then walk to temple street then didnt but much stuffs also coz winter then decided to go back hotel!..
Third day! it was a crazy day! haha we went ocean park! we took a cable car up up up we go...its like damn high up loh! with mountain and seas! haha ok when we reached there.....we walked ard took some pics..haha then we headed to this roller coaster ride...ahha ok lah it was alright...then some other rides also...the BEST part is i sat on this Abyss? haha those whereby u sit...then it will brings u up up up up vertically then without warning down down down! like oh my god! haha i have just experience commiting suicide from dunno which floors loh! i admit that i was damn scared!! i dont even dare to open my eyes.!! come on! it was really scary loh! so i will advise pple not to suicide this way! ur heart simply jumped out loh! man...but hey....that was really fabulous! haha.....then we had our own lunch...bought some souvenirs...then...we went after that we went to a temple....do some praying then after that....the tour guide brought us to this desert sshop and had their famous desert..it was rather special...with this white i think is milk...like tofu lah surround it with this black zi ma? in the middle! haha typical singaporean simply mixed it and eat it...but that was a wrong way loh ! haha it was nice the taste! then we had our own dinner then haha went to this street nearby and walk walk and decided to have a hair cut...haha we went to this salon ...oh man! the salon guys there are all so cute till i wanna drool...especially one haha that washed my hair and dont know how to speak chinese haha then i super clumsy loh...i actually hit my head onto the those 电 hair one haha then that guy so nice...touch my head n said not pain not pain in cantonese...ahaha ok lah then the hair cut was by a girl! haha ok nothing much difference but it was cheap! haha
FOrth day!! Free and easy...well it was kinda not a very good day...coz there were like conflicts...welli guess sometimes its good to go with frens? haha but i dont deny that i have lots of fun with this company...hee..ok then i sat on this mtr! their mrt! haha....it was kindda cool....then we went causeway bay to shop...apparently i think hk shop open at night lo hhahaha those stalls on the street were like not open...then we walk ard then went back to our territory...bought lunch back to hotel and eat loh...then unbelivable .......everyone fall asleep loh! haiz...this is so not me loh!! we pay money to go and sleep? how not worth it loh! haii..if i were with frens...i guess we wont be sleeping loh...at least till 4am then next morning go crazy again...and so on n on... sleeping?!?!!? oh man! haha......even i at home also nv sleep so early when i was in hk loh! haha abit wasted there!! initially wanted to go out alone but i dont think thats a good idea lah! so wait till everyone was really awake...then my cousin went to that salon to cut hair while me n aunt shop...die die oso must buy thingS! haha then ended up at this bra shop for very long...they taught us the right way to wear bra loh! haha n i was quite stunned at the cup that im wearing haha it was a big big jump i was amused by it! haha but it fits ! haha i really puzzled man haha...i bought one home lah ...then walked ard buy some stuffs...and we shopped till pretty late then go back hotel! haha i bought a PINK bag too! it was rather unique though i know its ex lah but seriously like it so much...ahha ok ....
LAST day! i was so sad to leave the 24hr free air con country leh! haha somemore morning flight! haha went to airport then bought some food stuff! everything quite rush also ahah then after 3+hrs of flight ...here i am back in singapore!! haha
Im quite ok with the sudden change of weather lah.....yeah...valueair...was ok..not too bad at lease got food to eat got tea to drink! haha....ok i think i will stop here it is really long! and oh man i spent abt an hr to type this! hahaha...i personally think that this is an enriching trip haha coz i learnt alot abt the buildings there.and the FEng Shui!! it was really unbelivable! haha if i have the chance i will visit hk in winter again! haha
A Trip that is enriching and unforgetteble!~
First day we reached there pretty early...and while waiting for other flight to come and join us... we had some free time to get some food...went to a nearby shop to eat...then i ordered this mixed beef noodles! wow! it was really cool...tried food that i have never tried before! like the beef liver, etc...unbelievable...but their food alittle too salty haha....i didnt dare to drink the tea! coz it was so oily! haha ok then after that...ok then we went off to 星光大道...ok lah that one nothing much...walk around and see those finger prints on the grd and took some pictures...after that went off to this teddy bear thinggy...ahah see all the teddy bear...ok lah that one also nothing...but their fur are super nice to touch...ok then off to this seafood restaurant for dinner!! Believe it or not! i love that dinner!! coz its all my fav SEAFOOD...all kinds of seafood loh!! even if i never eat in singapore b4.. i also hack just grab one and eat!! and 10 dishes!! believe it or not!! haha man they all tasted so awesome!! but too bad lah...i think is a bit rush leh...wonder if all hong konger rush their dinner !? haha aiyo...meal time should slowly eat slowly enjoy mah...the dishes came so fast like i cant catch a breathe! haha.....just keep on eating and eating!.... After that...the tour guide shows us ard then we went to the peak loh! the famous one lah! haha it was super duper windy cum cold loh...but i really feel shiok abt it! haha then we took nice nice pic oso..this professional camera man...who works there lah..we paid for him to take pic! haha it was pretty ex but the effect was really cool.....the skyline oh man! ahah then my aunt bargain with him lah..in the end the price still the same but he saved it inside my memory card also! so in the end we have both the hard and the soft copy!
then back to Regal Kowloon Hotel! haha.....
Second day.....went for breakfast! what to say? haha the bf is my desired kind of bf! porridge...with all the dim sum! haha...ok..then we went to this place...to touch cai sheng! haha....took some pics also and get to know where jackie chan lives! haha and there is photographer helping us to take pic also lah !! in the end he developed it and we must pay for it ! those make into plate one! haha ok loh...bo bian.....then...went to take boat! like those river taxi in singapore loh...nothing much...took some pics also....then...went for lunching...ate this goose meat! haha was nice! i think meeal are always good when u travel with grp tour! haha cant deny that! haha ok then i think before that we also went to this place u always see in tv where pple make wish and throw the thing up onto the tree! haha i didnt lah...dun wanna malu myself! ahaha.....ok then we went to lady;s street then walk to temple street then didnt but much stuffs also coz winter then decided to go back hotel!..
Third day! it was a crazy day! haha we went ocean park! we took a cable car up up up we go...its like damn high up loh! with mountain and seas! haha ok when we reached there.....we walked ard took some pics..haha then we headed to this roller coaster ride...ahha ok lah it was alright...then some other rides also...the BEST part is i sat on this Abyss? haha those whereby u sit...then it will brings u up up up up vertically then without warning down down down! like oh my god! haha i have just experience commiting suicide from dunno which floors loh! i admit that i was damn scared!! i dont even dare to open my eyes.!! come on! it was really scary loh! so i will advise pple not to suicide this way! ur heart simply jumped out loh! man...but hey....that was really fabulous! haha.....then we had our own lunch...bought some souvenirs...then...we went after that we went to a temple....do some praying then after that....the tour guide brought us to this desert sshop and had their famous desert..it was rather special...with this white i think is milk...like tofu lah surround it with this black zi ma? in the middle! haha typical singaporean simply mixed it and eat it...but that was a wrong way loh ! haha it was nice the taste! then we had our own dinner then haha went to this street nearby and walk walk and decided to have a hair cut...haha we went to this salon ...oh man! the salon guys there are all so cute till i wanna drool...especially one haha that washed my hair and dont know how to speak chinese haha then i super clumsy loh...i actually hit my head onto the those 电 hair one haha then that guy so nice...touch my head n said not pain not pain in cantonese...ahaha ok lah then the hair cut was by a girl! haha ok nothing much difference but it was cheap! haha
FOrth day!! Free and easy...well it was kinda not a very good day...coz there were like conflicts...welli guess sometimes its good to go with frens? haha but i dont deny that i have lots of fun with this company...hee..ok then i sat on this mtr! their mrt! haha....it was kindda cool....then we went causeway bay to shop...apparently i think hk shop open at night lo hhahaha those stalls on the street were like not open...then we walk ard then went back to our territory...bought lunch back to hotel and eat loh...then unbelivable .......everyone fall asleep loh! haiz...this is so not me loh!! we pay money to go and sleep? how not worth it loh! haii..if i were with frens...i guess we wont be sleeping loh...at least till 4am then next morning go crazy again...and so on n on... sleeping?!?!!? oh man! haha......even i at home also nv sleep so early when i was in hk loh! haha abit wasted there!! initially wanted to go out alone but i dont think thats a good idea lah! so wait till everyone was really awake...then my cousin went to that salon to cut hair while me n aunt shop...die die oso must buy thingS! haha then ended up at this bra shop for very long...they taught us the right way to wear bra loh! haha n i was quite stunned at the cup that im wearing haha it was a big big jump i was amused by it! haha but it fits ! haha i really puzzled man haha...i bought one home lah ...then walked ard buy some stuffs...and we shopped till pretty late then go back hotel! haha i bought a PINK bag too! it was rather unique though i know its ex lah but seriously like it so much...ahha ok ....
LAST day! i was so sad to leave the 24hr free air con country leh! haha somemore morning flight! haha went to airport then bought some food stuff! everything quite rush also ahah then after 3+hrs of flight ...here i am back in singapore!! haha
Im quite ok with the sudden change of weather lah.....yeah...valueair...was ok..not too bad at lease got food to eat got tea to drink! haha....ok i think i will stop here it is really long! and oh man i spent abt an hr to type this! hahaha...i personally think that this is an enriching trip haha coz i learnt alot abt the buildings there.and the FEng Shui!! it was really unbelivable! haha if i have the chance i will visit hk in winter again! haha
A Trip that is enriching and unforgetteble!~
Saturday, December 04, 2004
A sHoRt OnE
woo...leaving to airport soon...730am flight!
i definitely feel down....still....only chentat understands my feeling.....
for those who know i am leaving today have more or less wishes me bon voyage....where is the person i wanna hear it most from?
arg! y am i a girl?y do i always think this n think that?i already told myself dunno how many donkey times ... but still.....guess its really time to think abt it.....
hopefully i will come to a conclusion...
May There Be No Regrets When U look Back~
i definitely feel down....still....only chentat understands my feeling.....
for those who know i am leaving today have more or less wishes me bon voyage....where is the person i wanna hear it most from?
arg! y am i a girl?y do i always think this n think that?i already told myself dunno how many donkey times ... but still.....guess its really time to think abt it.....
hopefully i will come to a conclusion...
May There Be No Regrets When U look Back~
Friday, December 03, 2004
GuEsS iM nOt As ToUgH aS i ThInK~
Finally Exams are over! im really feeling nothing.....dunno y also...but ill be off to HK on sat! its gonna be an early flight..very early...but good lah...im sick of staying in Singapore....
Hai...not feeling good...feeling very down...all i can say is im not as tough as i think i am.....i just dont understand why is this happening to me...what is happening? what am i doing? am i stupid? am i foolish? what the.....sometimes i really wonder n ponder where i stand.....do i ever existed? haii....i dunno how n what to say...but i guess i better do some reflection in HK.....
There are things that i really wanna do before i leave...but i dun think im gonna do it...im just too disappointed...too down...too torn apart....too reluntant to ask...and i dun think is necessary..no longer think is a necessary...hate being a GIRL!....
So unbelievable....i always making the same mistakes again n again n again....can i stop it?!?! damn!
Just what do i want?! what am i thinking?!arg!! i really hate myself sometimes!......
AH! Put these sadness aside....
I just now read this book Grandeur De D Major by Jay...just a little only....but i flip thru looking at the pics! they are fantastic! im falling deeply in love with him man! he is so oh my gosh...simply no vocab can explain.. and his concert! FAbulous!...everyone was so super duper high! sing....sing....screamm...and scream....landy n nan quan mama were great too! think this time round the concert is so much worth it! haha ... waiting for 2 yrs for him to come for another concerT! my jay's concert buddy ...xinyee...woo...haha we are inseparable liao...coz every time got JAy...we will stick together!... yeah!
Alrighty i think i shall stop somewhere here....no mood to write longer....
Hear no evil...See no evil...Speak no evil...
Give me Peace...
Hai...not feeling good...feeling very down...all i can say is im not as tough as i think i am.....i just dont understand why is this happening to me...what is happening? what am i doing? am i stupid? am i foolish? what the.....sometimes i really wonder n ponder where i stand.....do i ever existed? haii....i dunno how n what to say...but i guess i better do some reflection in HK.....
There are things that i really wanna do before i leave...but i dun think im gonna do it...im just too disappointed...too down...too torn apart....too reluntant to ask...and i dun think is necessary..no longer think is a necessary...hate being a GIRL!....
So unbelievable....i always making the same mistakes again n again n again....can i stop it?!?! damn!
Just what do i want?! what am i thinking?!arg!! i really hate myself sometimes!......
AH! Put these sadness aside....
I just now read this book Grandeur De D Major by Jay...just a little only....but i flip thru looking at the pics! they are fantastic! im falling deeply in love with him man! he is so oh my gosh...simply no vocab can explain.. and his concert! FAbulous!...everyone was so super duper high! sing....sing....screamm...and scream....landy n nan quan mama were great too! think this time round the concert is so much worth it! haha ... waiting for 2 yrs for him to come for another concerT! my jay's concert buddy ...xinyee...woo...haha we are inseparable liao...coz every time got JAy...we will stick together!... yeah!
Alrighty i think i shall stop somewhere here....no mood to write longer....
Hear no evil...See no evil...Speak no evil...
Give me Peace...
Thursday, November 25, 2004
3 down 3 to go
hurray@ 3 down...3 more to go!...just had my lunch...dunno what to eat...buy from downstairs...i think of the coffee shop i sian le haha bo bian.. for stomach i go to the cai fan stall...looking at the "liao" they have i also full liao haha then decided to order just 2 vege my fav kang kong that taste bitter haii and cucumber soft soft one...but taste salty..haii...then eat loh,,, haha now full le...feel like sleeping haha.. but cannot tml got paper..havent really study! haha open book though...and luckily paper is at 230pm..
alright man...nothing much really happened but hmmm i feel weird...things seems to be different...or isit just me? GIRLS? well dunzz... dun care.,.. i shall continue with my exams and HK i Am Coming! hahah
alright man...nothing much really happened but hmmm i feel weird...things seems to be different...or isit just me? GIRLS? well dunzz... dun care.,.. i shall continue with my exams and HK i Am Coming! hahah
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
2 more days!
Exams coming........oh no.......haha i think im still not very prepared leh haha anyway things happened past few days .... hmmm no time to write it all here maybe after exams if i still remember haha guess i wont blog for the next few days le! haha see my mood.....haha
wish me luck! hahah 6 PAPERS!
till 2 Dec! arg!
wish me luck! hahah 6 PAPERS!
till 2 Dec! arg!
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Out oF Control
Went out with Steven yesterday till today early morning loh went movies (Taxi) and east coast park...It was Really nice lah though now i super tired ahaha but i think my feelings for him is getting stronger and scared one day i cant control my own feelings man...
But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...
i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...
Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...
But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...
i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...
Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Deepavali!
wooo ha hor.,.haha public holiday n im stuck at home with some stupid planning notes by frank llyod wright haha im going into Howard soon ..haha boring...today ok lah at least never fall asleep maybe its not as boring as it is ba..
nothing much happened but i did something in the morning...dunno is consider stupid or cute or what of me..haha not to be reveal first lah..haha the truth will be out soon i hope haha
later got singapore idol...woo sylvester gonna sing Jay's 安静..haha im really looking forward to it..but i still think taufik is the best lah haha....
Had a simple yet great dinner...is just soup and rice...but the soup got all my favourites... prawns, sotong, fish,tofu.... meat balls hahaa how nice my parents! haha okok i shall go back to my bks b4 the show starts! haha..... yeah!
nothing much happened but i did something in the morning...dunno is consider stupid or cute or what of me..haha not to be reveal first lah..haha the truth will be out soon i hope haha
later got singapore idol...woo sylvester gonna sing Jay's 安静..haha im really looking forward to it..but i still think taufik is the best lah haha....
Had a simple yet great dinner...is just soup and rice...but the soup got all my favourites... prawns, sotong, fish,tofu.... meat balls hahaa how nice my parents! haha okok i shall go back to my bks b4 the show starts! haha..... yeah!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
HuNgRy~
what a Hungry tuesday i had! haha was so hungry whole day ate 1 simple meal...fish egg plus fish meat soup with rice! yummy thinking of it make my saliva arg....then basically today i watched KWAME's webcasts sooo super boring...at times i nearly fall asleep leh...he is like story telling loh so boring...
then this chentat...a super good fren of mine!....went buy some yummy FOOD ask him to send some here...kaoz..he only left the bones loh haha WHAT A FRIEND! hahaha the most i pay for ur taxi fare mah! ahaha anyway its ok lah i think im going to sleep soon loh...watching the webcast is super exhausting man! worst than attending the real lect! haha
ok lah tml lesson in the noon so boring again ahah but ill go! haha good me haha anyway gonna do some readings first.....before i go to my dreamland! haha i miss him haha
then this chentat...a super good fren of mine!....went buy some yummy FOOD ask him to send some here...kaoz..he only left the bones loh haha WHAT A FRIEND! hahaha the most i pay for ur taxi fare mah! ahaha anyway its ok lah i think im going to sleep soon loh...watching the webcast is super exhausting man! worst than attending the real lect! haha
ok lah tml lesson in the noon so boring again ahah but ill go! haha good me haha anyway gonna do some readings first.....before i go to my dreamland! haha i miss him haha
Monday, November 08, 2004
Today's Test n Date
oh well i passed the test but not very good...haha anyway met up with Steven again haha.....met him at suntec. had dinner at cafe cartel...then went to fountain of wealth there sit sit talk talk...then went sky garden also...we were like peeping tom n mary loh..seeing other pple kissing....haha
anyway...it is yet another great date lah....getting more confused but seems like this is not bad either ahah... tired liao my eyes are closing ciaoz!
anyway...it is yet another great date lah....getting more confused but seems like this is not bad either ahah... tired liao my eyes are closing ciaoz!
Sunday, November 07, 2004
6.11.04
well well ...this date is a date not to be forgotten..went out with steven on the 5th went to changi village for nasi lamak...raining again ....luckily not very heavy...then we went off...then dunno where to go..stopped at this bus stop took some pics...then decided where to go....
Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha
After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!
i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....
i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)
back to studies......
Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha
After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!
i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....
i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)
back to studies......
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