Life should be good

Morning seesion

2010-01-12T01:49:00.003+08:00

Hmm...now is 1:49 am! And I'm still awake!! Why? Haii...got work to do!!! Speech day coming and I'm the emcee i/c...Preparing the scripts for Fri's rehearsal! I think I am like cut into many pieces!! suffocating!...Lets take a look at my responsibility in school:

1) Assistant Level Rep
2) Maths Coodinator (SSM and PLS)
3) Maths Level Rep
4) NE/SS Committee
5) CCA assistant i/c ( But Im like the i/c?) haha

5 only!! But there are more duties to it...dont think anyone can imagine.......and i have to wake up in few hours time...really dont like morning session. It's like sleep is never enough! I really buay tong liao...printing the 20 pages script now..once done...I think i'll concuss...my only worried is cant wake up later.trying to wake up 530am...but dont think i can do it!! worst come to worst 6am loh!! haha looking forward for a better day soon...

Sweet afterall...

2010-01-05T18:03:00.004+08:00

Wanted to take a short nap...ended up looking through what I have been doing all these years...deleted some of the entries as I felt weird having them here...kept the most memorable ones.. the funniest thing is some entries there are double... I was quite confused but after reading the 2, I realised the one that was kept draft was something more personal that cannot be posted...I find it pretty funny haha...now I really think I shouldnt be lazy as the blog really keeps memories that I have forgotten!!! Even at this point of time...it still give the sweet memories between 19/10 - 4/12... That kind of memories...how should I put it...is like will never be forgotten...Maybe thats life...people tends to find things more precious without having it. But anyway...after reading the past, question do come to my mind like what happened to us back then??? Nothing happened is the most strange and funny words to say...but still I am really happy and give my blessing for his happiness. Congratulations!! Looking forward for the wedding dinner!!

Hmm...hungry now gonna find some food.....

ciao

Wonder if anyone still read my blog? haha

2010-01-05T16:45:00.018+08:00

4 years!!!..I have disappeared for 4 long years!!! haha...what have I been doing?
Actually Im just being lazy to blog...Ever since I started working, to on the computer makes me feel tired...hee... anyway lets recall...

1) Got married on 28/12/08
2) Went to Japan for honeymoon
3) Got my job in teaching
4) Got my house

etc etc...

Maybe just post a few pictures to do a better recall...

My First teaching class

Our auto upgrade to business in Cathay Pacific to Thailand! Shiok

Working with Banjoo! Nice people!

Rawa Island! so relaxing

Wedding pics

After Bridal Shoot

Trip to Japan

Racial Harmony Day

Hmm, some pics a bit blur ah but nvm lah... haha Yawnzzz... now morning session... very tiring! although I have the whole afternoon but I'm not use to sleeping early and wake up early... now feel like floating ... Alrighty...Do drop me a comment if you do drop by...ciao!! Ph Happy New Year!!

Some good photos!

2006-07-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

Just wanna post some memorable photos here...After 24 yrs...this is wat my parents n i have been waiting for loh! haha..It was a pretty tiring day...wearing sthg so heavy...carrying so many things...and with heels! haha..can die lah..but i really had lots of fun...especially when my baby took half day off to accompany me...hee greatly appreciated! haha...

This is me loh with my graduation gown...and my lion!! haha dear dear bought for me! haha..so nice! haha

Me and my lovely papa n mama! hee...sob sob kor has to work...

Now...With my dear dear and family! haha

And Me and dear dear!!!

Group pics!

The usually hangout gang!

Post more soon...hee

Everything is fine i guess...

2006-06-26T12:54:00.000+08:00

I feel better after screaming at him while crying is as loud...but at the same time i feel terribly bad for screaming at him this way...i get so agitated because he simply dont see the problem...but anyway...the sun rises...I feel better...Maybe i just need someone to listen to me...haha...haha...ok lah this morning went photo taking at cisco...so hot!! but ok lah...it only took 10s like that...loh...haha dont know whether it looks like not...i dont want it to become like my matric card...then i will pengz....haha its going to stay for a while with me lah this card! hee...i got my stock taking job!! steady!like that i will have my income! haha...finally i can start earning $$$ haha...tonight got tuition!! and after 1 month i finally can get my pay!!! kaoz...its like 2 months get 1 pay!! crap! and this kid is troublesome!! ahha..but nvm loh...just go and play! haha..Outz...getting better

What do people do on Sunday?

2006-06-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Someone told me..."i need to study i cant meet u tomorrow"...in the end? Study alittle...WATCH VCD....LYING AROUND ON THE BED....GO PLAY SOCCER...THE MOMENT I HEAR YOUR VOICE IRRITATES ME! I think u are saying u miss me for the sake of saying....say wanna meet also for the sake of saying...coz in the end u are only doing ur "STUFFS" or rather "STUDYING"...Im attached? aM I? SATURDAY AND SUNDAY at HOME! Even my parents ask...why i never go out...AM i not being considerate? I thought U WANT TO STUDY....BUT WAS SO DISAPPOINTED THAT U ARE NOT WAT....SO YOU SAID U MISS ME BUT DO NOTHING BUT STAY HOME LYING ON THE STUPID BED WATCHING UR STUPID VCD...whatever lah...this is not how im gonna carry out my life...My sat n sun shall not be boring anymore!...i dont care where i go or what i do...just dont wanna have anything to do with u...coz u NEVER THINK OF ME....outz...crap

My "doggy" is finally 1 yr old!!!

2006-06-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

haiyo..i have been like playing it for so long...but it just turned 1 yr old!!! crap right?...haha...coz this one very easily reset by pressing 2 buttons together in the middle...so...i put inside my bag... and i keep accidentally reset it! aiyo...haha so now it finally survive for 1 DAY! ahha...My the other tamagotchi...still cant find the right battery! will look into it man! haha...But it was kindda paisei...when i bring it out...like so kiddish...but at least can keep me company when i was bored in train etc....haha...but i hide it inside my bag and play loh! haha...Just had dinner...still feeling a little tired...maybe of the great loss of blood...so heavy...heaviest ever! ahah..Outz...

Do i care what pple think of me? yes..i do...

2006-06-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

I didnt have a good sleep yesterday...I dont feel comfortable...I was telling myself...I swear I wont go to his house if there are other pple staying...what will they think of me? And what other gossips can they talk abt? I just dont like it...and NOONE actually care for my feeling and sleep like everything is normal...I dont like "tired" as an excuse or reason...coz u are always tired.You dont even ask me whats wrong...sometimes i really ponder...are u really the one i want to marry to? Are u the one that make me live one day with no regrets upon my decision? I dont understand y ur house so small still got so many different pple wanna stay...I am one of them ... For a while i was thinking...what the shit did i get myself into? I have my own bed...own room...own freedom to do whatever i want...own aircon...dont have to consider what pple think or say or where they sleep....Why is it always happily out...sadly go back...I want to start working...i want to see the outside world...I want to be busy...I dont want to do nothing...I am so happy at my own home..own comfort zone...i just wanna stay here forever...I forced myself to sleep because i want the night to pass faster so that i can go home...and only myself hiding at one corner...trying to console myself...trying to convince myself that everything will be fine...which is not...Im so glad im home now...and i wanna stay home longer....Outz to sleep

What have i been doing?

2006-06-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

My mouse is spoilt..!! crap...left click cannot be use...now im using the old one...which is also quite difficult to be used...sob...maybe go buy later...hai...feeling bored....yesterday..went IMM with my parents...bought a waffle maker...and i just made some...hee not too bad...hee...then i also bought sudoku from popular ... $5 bucks...for a small booklet...in my 3/4 of my trip from jurong to amk...i didnt manage to finish a difficult puzzle...but finishing lah...haha i start from the back...which is the difficult part..i think the easy one no kick lah! hahah...I was so bored...i going to buy battery for my tamaguchi...haha and my "doggiguchi" haha...

Haha the doggy actually is mine then the tamaguchi is my bro's...hahaso i must go buy battery!! haha..wonder if my house downstairs got sell...My house downstairs...that econ sell things very ex lah...haii...Later i will go check it out haha... excited lah! haha..wanna play! hee...Outz

左边 by 杨丞琳

2006-06-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴霾收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

**你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解

(你一定看的见)

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后又急着说抱歉
彷佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回 **

我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现心在同一边就能够
听见你说的那句我爱你**

I feel so sad

2006-06-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

Choice 1) Go his house stay over but sleep with his parents...coz his sister's family staying
Choice 2) Go own home and sleep...

8 people 2 rooms....CAn u make a sensible choice? Isnt it obvious? Choice 2... Im nothing to that family...how can i go and sleep over to squeeze with them...and wheh his parents will have to sleep on mattress?How can i bear to do this to them? Cant u use ur brain? Cant u even explain nicely? appropriately?As usual the plan is ruined....I know is not his fault...coz he doesnt know also...iM selfish if i blame on him...im not angry...im just very sad that even he knows his sisters coming over still ask me to go...Sometimes i really wonder where is his brain....Still dare to tell me sleep where sleep with who who sleep where....haii...He thinks he knows everything...yet zero...

Anyway...that makes me no mood to continue doing anything...so decided to go home early...haii.. spoilt...so watching tv now...bored...

Anyway this noon went with huili for an initerview...i see it more as a briefing...its a 1 week stock taking job...pretty not bad hopefully got it...bought a gio shorts and a cardigan...both in pink! hmmm why am i so in pink recently? haha...ok outz

PoRrIdGe

2006-06-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

Im feeling pretty tired now...i woke up 6+am then decided not to sleep...so i decided to make some porridge for my dear dear...he is having sore throat...poor him...so i went ntuc to get some pork liver...It is my first time choosing ...hmm i guess is not too bad...haha and is oso my first time cooking porridge...so my 911 call goes out to of coz my parents...haha..they are my recipe...hee so then i managed to come out with porridge...hee...it taste pretty not bad...i feel haha...he said not bad lah...so i went woodlands to meet him for lunch...then went shop shop and i finally bought a running shoes!! Haha...i am alittle ambitious..wanna do yoga...kick boxing...aerobic dance...but well i think i will choose lah...hee yah then no afternoon i feel like sleeping!! haha..nappy time.......OutZ

Up and working!!

2006-06-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hee...I tHink im really too free lah...nothing to do..then decided to choose a skin that is provided by blogger...coz its simple and is in green!...Spent some time doing the pics...hee some are too small to be seen...but nvm lah next time then i do it again! haha..yesterday went out with my secondary sch friends...its a small gathering with chentat,kk,kk,cuihuan,xinger,xiuyan...hee it was great...after some time nv meet up...as usual lah the click all crappers..haha..joke here and there...we went Love Fish n co...then after that went TCC for a drink of coffer...me, kk and cuihuan were too full lah...so we decided to share ...we ordered...this Iced minty mocha! haha well not much of minty and its a bit too sweet leh...haha iM always a fan of mint...so will prefer drink thats minty...it gives a cool refreshing feeling...hmmm just now...got dont know what planes...keep flying pass my house area...scare me to hell lah...i tot 911 is coming to singapore! haha it was so loud lo!! so so loud!I was thinking maybe its once a yr national day rehersal? haii..my ears...but nvm as long as its not 911...haha...and yesterday there was a huge fire lah!! near my house...its at ave 10...big carpark got 1 big lorry on fire 1!!! phew...and the black smoke!! haha i can see only the smoke lah...as for y i know is a lorry? haha my parents just happened to pass by there in a bus after work...and they..too curious so went to kpokpo...and there i know loh! haha wonder if the news got put? haha i missed the news though...haaha

Hmm.. today is rotting at home le loh...boring..but baby is coming over for dinner...hee..baby having sore throat hope will recover soon! hee

After so long....

2006-06-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

...After so long...i decided to write again...not because Im feeling down...just feel like updating my blog...I was searching high and low to find skin and how to organise my stuffs..but after so long of searching i still use back this skin...haha...i added a song...which i personally like alot...I heard it on 绿光森林 show...oh..the show is so nice!! hee....We have been together for 9 Months coming to 10th...time seems to pass so fast! I have been to bangkok 2 times this yr ...1 with him and 1 with parents. then i also went rawa island...with yee...hui...pacer...the island is really nice...for relaxation!...we went kayaking...snorkeling...feed the fishes...the people there are nice...the food there are fantastic!show pic...soon...havent scan those water pics in! haha...everyday eat till full till wanna vomit de! haha..but it was really superb!

The most interesting night is the last night...we mix around with the pple there...and oh man...one of the waiter can play the piano so well!!...Im so impressed! haha...then in the end we all join in with his gang...and pacer's piano skill is awesome!! alamak! then in the end i sing a few songs...so malu! But really enjoy it! haha...then recently i went phuket...ahaha did jetskiing...i was scared lah...so lousy!! but my baby infront of me...so i was hugging him tight haha...he is very naughty!! Keeps going faster and i kept screaming behind loh! haaha...it was fun! he continued with parasailing! aiyoyo..that one i really scared! so i didnt attempt...But Bravo to my baby!! haha Everything there talks $$$ so luckily we have cheaper hotel! My student's parents hotel! cool right?! hee...then we had dinner at this savoery seafood restaurant!...wow!! we ate a total of abt 70 sing dollar of seafood...Got lobster....Fish....clam...sotong!...so yummy!! i think is cheap!! for 2 person! and got lobster lah1 hee..We also went Phi Phi island for snorkeling...And tour around some of the islands...and mountain? rocks? haha....I was alittle piss with baby...coz... he keep screaming at me while we in the sea! I dont like it...but its over lah haha...and he gave me a RING!Not to propose lah! haha...but to confirm that i will not run away? haha...Then basically im still having holidays now! pretty rot lah! haha...nothing to do...I am a teacher to be loh...starting 24th july! will be a primary sch teacher! i admit i love kids but i wonder if i can control a class of kids?! haha..lets see...i will go thru the training first and see if im suitable loh haha...ok lah i will stop...meeting baby..and dont wanna be late...update soon! hee

What is love?

2005-10-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really ponder...however...i learnt the meaning of love as compromising....understanding...trust...sensitivity...concern and lots and lots of other things! Is not easy to handle a relationship i must say...recently...we have alittle arguement on certain things...his fickle mindedness and indecisiveness...i mean i cant just look at the bad points and forget about his good points and leave him aside....if im so then ill be very selfish...if in the past maybe i was like that ba....now i learnt to compromise ba! think thats a very important factor in a relationship... i guess it is very important to give and take....i know at times im a little stubborn...but thats me mah...cant help it...he said he will change....but i know i have to change my attitude also lah! so stubborn !! haha...

but so far i must say...he is the best bf i ever had loh...i still love him so much!! as much as the sand in the dessert....as much as the water flowing from the tap.....as much as the stars in the sky......simply uncountable loh! does he know that? its not anger that i had for him...but is disappointment and sadness.! but i guess thats life and we grow thru all these mistakes. we have been meeting.....and im happy abt it ...... long way ahead of us and i hope we can both work together on it ( relationship)....yeah!!!

22/9/05 (Guess whats the occasion?)

2005-09-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

Its 1 Month monthiversary! haha so so happy! it seems like the first day we get together but on the other hand...it seems like we are together for quite long le! hee..i dont know how to describe this feelings of mine! so far...i have been enjoying being so in loved! haha ...so mushy! haha...i just never felt so happy n xinfu before...but is he really the final one? hmmm...i have been pondering.. and of coz i definitely hope that he will be the last man standing with me at ROM haha...but i dare not make this kind of conclusion coz..its just the beginning...and its always sweetness in the beginning...(I hope not) maybe im just being cautious...i always wish time will stop when i am with him...the kind of enjoyment...happiness...and suaningness...haha...the fun that we are having...the laughter just cant seems to stop...i know at times he is angry with me with the lateness..."Im sorry dear"...i will really try to be on time in future...it will all starts with meeting friends to go school...i will try not to be late...but instead waiting for them to come...i really didnt mean to be late...sometimes i hate myself for that also!

Other than that nothing much really pissed him off ba...heee...at this first month...we did get anything for each others...which i myself find it quite rare lah...coz last time used to get things and i feel so happy abt getting things...but this time round...just by seeing him alone...i think is more than enough le...and seeing him laughing away...that really makes my day! hee...maybe all the material stuffs is no longer worth it ba? i dont know...but i still made him a pop up card! i personally find it nice lah...i dont know abt him...but looking at his expression while reading it... he seems touched hee...i feel so happy! hee...as usual easily contented! ahah at first i was thinking maybe he might buy me some chocolate? haha...

while we walking along the road to my house....it reminded me of the first day we got together... the "holding hands" incident! so sweet...the words he said ill never forget! haha...he is so adorable! ahaha..i miss G n J le! cant wait to see them!! haha...

This week i feel so great! coz term break! then no TC! wah! thats really superb! haha...so wonderful!moreover can meet him...hee but not to forget to do my project also.....sometimes i might think that after being attached.. i have lesser time for family and frens...but on the other hand i found someone whom i m can so much comfortably be with....will it affect my sch work? i think no ba...i will still do my work and meet the deadline...just seldom get online thats all! haha that doesnt mean i dont do work! haha..i hope he is coping well too!! hee...ok lah i go do my work now le hee.e...blog again! dear i miss u so much!

Our neoprints

2005-09-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

Ha ha...These are the neo prints that we took! i think they are superbly lovely! haha what u all think?

22/8/2005 Love grows stronger and stronger

2005-09-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

This date not to be forgotten! hee thats when i got attached to Ah Bron....hee...i feel so happy.. dont know y...initially still ok...How we get together..to me is quite funny leh haha...i was in sch.. and he was at work...then we were MSN chat then i told him i dreamt of him...he asked me what abt the dream...then i told him i dreamt that we were together...then he asked...u want meh....haha then i asked him back the same question also loh...haha...then in the end we confess lah...haha then im still so blur loh...i didnt know we were together le....until we met on that day to go home together...then i know! haha...how blur can i get! haha so 22th August...our first day together! hee

so far...the relationship been going pretty well...we have so much in common i feel...from food to dialect to thinking to frequency...we seems to be always thinking of the same thing at the same time...we are somewhat too alike! haha..dont good or bad! coz i always heard pple saying...opposite attracts...vice versa! haha but i feel good to have someone understanding n show respect to me loh...yes i admit sometimes i feel insecure with him...he asked me that question yesterday..."u have no confident in me?" hmm i wanted to say a little bit...afterall we know each others for not long and together also for not long...i think i need a little time to really know him inside out...maybe he is not good in action....he is good in his words...every single word he said touches my heart...and of coz every little thing he did...touches me too...

we are both too tired of the past relationship loh...maybe we wanna be careful for this relationship...we dont wanna lose each others for small little matter...its hard to find the "someone" ...we cant promise each others anything but for now i just wish that he is the last one ba...i dont know if he feels that way too...

I have met up with his sis lynn n his family....i feel good about it...coz it makes me know more abt him...and their family members are really nice! hee...i got a sense of attachment to their family loh hahaha...he met mine too...i guess it should be ok lah haha my family are nice pple... hee...and Joshua n Georgia!! haha i love them!! haha they are so adorable!! hee bought toys for them! heee intending to buy mooncake and then ill be like santas claus! haha giving away presents! haha i like that feeling loh! haha... ok lah this is the update of my life for now!...got to go back and do my homework loh! hee i really enjoyed all the times spending with him! hee and i miss him so much now! hee...

LAzy and Lazy...

2005-08-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

How lazy can i get? im just too lazy to do my china project~ arg~~why am i so reluctant? y cant i just finish it and continue with my life! arg!! why??? so sian!! now in school...gonna skip 7-9 lect...coz im just too sian to attend...and i want to finish the report tonight by hook or by crook! arg! then tomorrow will be an easy day for me!...whole day gonna be buang! haha coz after lesson i guess ill be meeting ah bron? for his bdae? i still dont know what to get for him...hmmm.. may my creativity work! haha...

Today quite a bad day also! raining..then i forgot to bring $$...i reminded myself alot of times liao yet...haii...still forget...how sad isnt it?and i always dont like to borrow money from frens de...haha but today bo bian! haha ok i think i going irc to search for my books le...seriously i have no direction! haii...i just wanna do what i can first ba! haii...i dont like thurs! haha..i wish Next wed to come faster! so that i can down 1 module! hao le...blog again.....

SDE reunion!

2005-08-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

Wah!!! Yesterday was great!! haha...for a sec...i thought i was back in China! haha Able to see Wayne n audrey...just make me happy! hee..then angeline they all came...then infront got junwei daniel...wah! really leh! that moment! back in shanghai! how cool!! i really missed those days!!
Guess its really never gonna be the same again...all those memories back then will be kept in my heart ... how i wish time could just stop there!...well the impossible! haha...today..i just feel like sitting with them during lecture...but but...i know not very nice to put aeroplanes on my other frens lah...MY eyes keep bioing that area loh!but i was really happy to see the whole SDE reunite! haha...

Then...initially meeting him for dinner but ended up...nope...haii...sometimes also dont know what exactly he wants! then he called at night to help him check some stuffs...coz he taking leave on fri(his bdae) to meet up with a girl in the morning who can only spend 3 hrs with him...asking me where got jap food..or recreational activities...haii...then who am i to him?secretary?huh?i really dont know lah!

Well...then i got to chat with IVan...someone i just got to know...chatting with him was really comfortable...coz i can sense that he is those fun-loving kind...out-going etc...we were planning to go airport...till i realised oh no got superstar! haha so too bad...i was so excited! at least i know he meant it to bring me there n explain his job n take pics! what abt him? i just dont feel the sincerity...haii...i just love to be in the airport...the quiteness...the nite view...the planes...the nice atmosphere! haha..just love it! haha...For a sec...i nearly wanna forgo my superstar just to go airport with ivan! haha...airport seems to make me crazy! haha...

well got to go back sch later to do out china project! haii! next week gonna present n hand in yet we are like still 0. haii hopefully things go well tomorrow! hee...getting a little sleepy le haha...update again...

What do I want?

2005-08-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a great day!Had lots of fun with My rakchuay frens...went dinner then ktv...sing n sing...a apparently the girl at the counter is ah ping's fren so...we sing till abt 12+ aahah the bill yet to come but we ask for it! haha...then after that supper....then home sweet home!

all along i have been thinking abt these 2 guys...and im very unsure which i like more...haha until yesterday...i fully understand who i like more...i just cant help thinking of that person for the whole outing last night! arg!In fact is now n then...At least now im very sure of my own feelings le...for now lah...but i dont know abt his...and i dont wanna ask him also...i just wanna let nature take its course loh...but my character...argg...hard to control...

Alot of things i dont understand also loh...why would he likes me?Firstly...we about the same height...n i think im heavier than him loh! arg!!...With normal man's ego...they will like meh? secondly...not as if im some angel or what...there are lots of good n nice looking girls out there mah...dont understand...

but nvm...am i thinking too much?what if he only treats me as good fren? i dont wanna have the wrong intention lah..hope everything will turn out well ba! hee...

Half time break!

2005-08-15T16:30:00.000+08:00

ok i think i will stop the pics for a while first...there are more to come lah!! but i think i will write on something else first...heee...

Something keeps bothering me...haii it was all my fault! i went out with angeline,tr,gy,yy,yz on sat...to celebrate gy bdae...we went to this jap restaurant at Meridien... then after that decided to go to indo chimes at clarke quay...i didnt wanna go lah! but in the end i still go!

Then we drink n play n drink ... and when everyone is just lying down...me n gy play n drink..till i drunk! arg!! i know i am drunk lah...coz i keep asking the rest to help me with my dizziness! i vomitted and stuff lah...it was really a terrible feelings..uncontrollable! thinking of it makes me feel like vomitting again!... well the sad thing here is not only this...

I was smsing Bron...well..do i like him in the first place or not? or does he like me? hmm so many unsureness...talking abt him reminds me of the kiss on the cheek i gave him! all becoz of mine stupid thinking that he might not find where exactly my blk is haha..but i was wrong! haha.. but im quite hee happy lah ...

back to the sat incident...i wasnt too happy lah...i also dont know y leh! was it becoz he never come n fetch me? while yuzhu's bf came instead? was it because he hang up my phone?was it because i feel that i left a super duper bad impression for him? what was it? arg...the next day when he told me he didnt play well for soccer...and be reserved next week...was i the problem? hmmm i just feel bad n guilty!

I think i am taking things really slowly...coz i just dont want to turn out to be something bad again...im quite tired with relationships le...sometimes just wanna be alone...i just wanna protect myself! who knows he is just another guy ... i dont want loh...i think im enough of this ! haha well.. i should take it easily!

Im just really thinking leh...are we both liking each others? what kind of guy he actually is? hmm just too many doubts! but i know its really comfortable talking to him...and i just feel comfortable loh...first time meeting a fren that i dont know yet still in close contact...haha... ok lah...i think i shant talk abt him le...

kenny the chicken went tioman for holidays liao! wonder if he is having fun! haha i miss crapping with him liao! haha come back soon! haha...i wish something BIG will happen to him man! haha..

then i went for a singing audition..."rhapsody 05" hmmm participated with guiying last yr...now trying out solo...i sang "zhu wo sheng ri kuai le" by landy..i was nervous like dont know what lah! haha ... but im glad its over! whatever the results will be...i wont be too much affected lah! hee.. so glad to be able to see huili again! haha...

ok i got to prepare myself for the gathering later! haha a mini dinner first then a grp of 9 of us! KTV session! haha finally! haha another gathering! haha and the Dannies...seems to sing zai one leh! haha...i got the feelings lah! haha i will know it tonight! haha cant wait for the time to pass! haha...ok ...i think i wrote pretty long le...shall update again!

Our living environment

2005-08-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

Alright! this is where we live...where we hang around for the 7-8 days...where we do our "business" etc...hee..its not that bad right? personally i think is great loh! hee then right side of the pic of toilet bowl is their church :) we attended their service on sunday! hee i love their singing! hee...yeah...as for the preaching i dont understand lah coz in thai mah..i nearly fall asleep i must admit! hee but i show respect lah! so i never sleep yeah! hee...

Here are the lovely kids

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How lovely and adorable they are!! i really miss them lots lots!! especially my chiobu!! haha cant wait to visit them again...

The sunglassers! haha

2005-08-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

Well all of us trying to be lao da here! haha and i think huiping looks very sian in that pic! haha machiam her subordinates have all change bang! haha...opss...crapz...

The 4 of us!

2005-08-15T15:23:00.000+08:00

These are the 4 of us! Who were in lawat! from 10 to 4! i starting to really miss the rest! royce...benny etc...its hard to have the same group of people to travel again! only a few of us! hee but im really happy to travel with fred,ping n roy again! hee

Thailand Trip

2005-08-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

These are taken before we go up to the village! with uncle sam...finally we have the same clothings hahaa how cool!!

Thailand Trip

2005-08-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

These are pics taken on the 11th July...The first where most of us touched down at Chiang Mai airport. How nice to look at them again n again! hee

Thailand trip part 3

2005-07-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

Phew...finished typing my feeling for each and everyone of them...hahaa....im very happy with this trip just that dont have enough time to interact with the other bunk pple...i just feel thats a waste lah...think we should all stay in the same bunk like that better! but overall i think it is a fun n enriching trip...though im going for the second time...it feels different totally...pple are different...experience is different...this time round we went to more n more places....like going to vegetable farm...pluck out the vegetable and carry the basket!! oh man! it was heavy...xiaoyan was my partner...we carry up up up man! not easy and i am really amazed n impressed to those villagers!

I think i should say abt the dam first haha...to n fro...oh man! actually this is something im really scared of! haha not because of tireness but slipperyness! oh man...coz it rained ...then the muddy road really is slippery! haha...it has been really fun n a really good form of exercise!we built the dams...using all the weapons! haha and our bare hands oso...haha to dig the earth to put into the sack and become sandbag!dirty is not a big deal lah...it was really fun to cross lots n lots of obstacle!!haha the logs...the muddy road n water...those branches and others....woo it was really an experience...

haiyo im very very tired! haha...coz the last night didnt really sleep much...haha.....maybe i will have a thailand trip part 4 when i m more awake haha

Thailand trip...part 2

2005-07-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

Think the previous entry is too long...haha so now i shall have thailand trip part 2

Dannies ~ Ha ha..this tall big eyes guy...been our topic for the girls haha...anyway during meeting and stuffs we didnt really communicate much...it was until at the trip itself then friendship starts to grow....aah and all the crappiness starts when i saw the wrong nick of his! haha it was accidentally typed as lovegreengirl for his nick also! haha i was laughing till i drop...haha during the trip i get to know him better! he is a MCP lah...seldom or never see him at the back of the kitchen after dinner to wash the plates when is our turn for duty...haha..he always call me He xiao jie! haha me n ping mei...gugu gaga over him lah...haha...maybe coz out of the 5 he is tall...very attract attention ba...hahaha...really nice to have homestay with him...haha

Shen ~ This guy ... at first i thought he will have lots of stories to say ... coz when we interviewed him...he can speak n speak n speak! haha...didnt really interact with him during the trip also coz different bunk again...but towards the end got to talk to him for a while...think he is a very nice guy lah...hee wish to know him better here in singapore man! hahaha

Joyce ~ She is one spontaneous girl! no complains...and she likes to joke also...and she can laugh like dont know what also...i think she is a good laughing partner...i think if others know her well.. they will know that her laughter can be contagious too! haha ... very cute girl to be with...full of crap also...glad i had that little time to interact with her at the night market! haha...

Zhihao ~ Ha ha he is my bathing partner...appreciated that memories where we bathed together...hehe i meant at the same time but different cubical1 hahaaha just beside lah...then can talk talk ...can crap with him...haha...he is a law student leh!! no play play!! but he doesnt look like 1!!! haha...but i must admit he is a real talented guy!!! he plays the guitar...the drums..and he can really sing!! oh dear!! haha...and i see the way he treated ratweesarah...haha like a loving father!! haha...really!! he is too good to be true!think he is a very good friend to be with man!!!

Caixin ~ She ah sweet sweet de...but a good gossiper partner also haha...i feel so happy for her that she found her mr right! haha ... all those climbing to the worksite and back...shows that she is a pretty strong girl woh! haha...i can also see the loving side of her towards the kids! haha ...

Ginette ~ Tulipy...My SP! haha im so happy that she was my SP haha can get to know her a little better...think she is a mature girl...i dont know y but thats how i feel lah...she gave me this gift that is in green! so thoughtful! haha ...to put tissue box de...so sweet of her loh!! haha...

Dacia ~ She and Zhihao...always quarrel and quarrel.....but to me is a form of entertainment! haha...get to know her in sde but only really really communicate with her during my thailand trip...woo as expected...i know she very garang de...hee and daring and really adorable! haha homestay with her was great! hee...we laughed and we joked and shake pak aik's house ! haha... she is a small eater! haha...and will not forget how we had a hard time finishing our meals at pak aik's house...not that the food not nice...but the rice was given too much! i dare not touch those vege coz i didnt wanna get to full and cant finish the rice! haha and dont think is nice not to finish up the food! haha we had a hard time eating but we also had great fun there! ahhaa it was really fun girl!! hee

Thailand Trip...Part 1

2005-07-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

Back from thailand....11th to 20th...oh no man...im so blessed that i went there..with a group of pple...just wanna mention there here....

Cindy ~ Liang Pei...haiyo this girl...at first i thought she is a quiet girl ... i know she is very active and a strong girl...she is tanned..and she is in dragon boat loh...haha...so i know she is siao ons one...but dont know why first few days she was quite tired but slowly slowly very slowly she showed her true colour...muahaha she is a siao girl leh...she sings well..and she craps well...her pronounciation on liang pei...chirapak and pak aik...simple make my day!! her laughter can make her looks so cute...when she smiles we cant see her eyes de...then give the blur blur face de...haha trip wouldnt be complete without u girl!!

Xiao Yan ~ This girl...haha i love her man! coz she is my partner for gossiping...hee i will not forget those days in village where we have our part 1-4a...haha oh dear...what is life gonna be if she is not around to gossip with me...and the ranking of those guys! haha...it was really fun girl! u are really fun loving to be with leh!! and how can i forget the day where we play vball together? where we got really painful yet still crazy abt vball? we just love to self torture ourselves right? its really nice to have common topic with ya!!!

Peiyan ~ I chatted with this girl a few days before we went to thailand...hee..i enjoyed chatting with her...and we shared about stuffs like school and how much we dislike to go school...our school problem...i didnt really get the chance to really interact with her...coz we were in different bunk..overall she is one who is more of introvert girl....

Huiping ~ This girl here really impressed me alot alot....this is the second time we travel together...i saw her leadership quality...and i know it has been hard for her...but she did it and did it well!!well done girl! i get to know her much much more better for this trip...not much of conflict...in fact i should say not at all...except maybe with another person haha...i really enjoyed working with her...haha Most iMportantly...we had the saMe interest with this guy..haha... how cool that makes us closer...ahaha its so good to have same common topic! haha and of coz gossiping abt X! haha this is everyone;s common topic! haha...i really enjoyed traveling with her.. hope there will be another time!

Roy ~ Hmm...this guy...i just feel that something is not very right...just feel that he likes to complain alot alot...and he doesnt seems to know how to make the right decision...whenever he said he didnt want to do something...he eventually did it but complained abt it during the course of doing it...im alittle disappointed though...i know he gave me lots of help...but i just feel that something wasnt right lah...then those little kids saying we are together...haiyo i was seriously alittle pissed abt it...haii...coz i dont like him...i treat him as sister and fren thats all...so being teased again and again...not a good feeling...

Fred ~ Second time traveling together...also dont know what to say...some stuffs that i dont agreed with during our meeting and discussion...but well its all over and i am really glad the whole program was a success!hee...

Janice ~ She ah...the first time i saw her...was during interview...and i think she is those ang mo pai de...hee...i know she is enthu and active and a very onz girl! hee i was right! i enjoyed her company..those not the same bunk...but hey hey...i think she is really a nice girl!!

X ~ ermm...she hor....is basically giving us lots of headache! alamak...how can i forget what she said."You smell nice". oh dear...hahaha aiya i think no point talking abt her alone here...gossiped is needed! hahaha...

Shanghai...i am Coming!

2005-06-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

Hello all ...

Wanna blog before i leave ba......hmmm i feel pretty tired coz been waking up early for the mup... then the dust wooo...power.....then workers walk in and out...hmm quite jialat... then parents have to sleep in my room...wah...but everything will be over for me tonight! haha i will be flying off! haha.....115am flight....hmmm i hope project is not too tough...playing is fun enough...and weather is cool enough ( iguess its gonna be hot...) haha ok lah just wanna keep my bag as light as possible.....so that come back can have more space haha...haha ok lah i will keep this short oso...hee...if i can use internet over there...i will try to blog loh haha.....

23 days not in singapore...how cool! haha ok ill take care! hee u guys too! yeah!!!

Lin

NEW SHOUTBOX

2005-05-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm ok I abit pek chek so decided to change a new BOX haha here there is...do post there ok? hee thanks!

Something's wrong with my shoutbox!

2005-05-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm dont know y my shoutbox sometimes can sometimes cannot....hmmm if you guys are posting...and it says error...u can try click back then try send again...

Hmmm basically i went out with guiying and jieqing...

Went Clementi...to have tea break...but in the end..miss teo late lah...then luckily got kk....if not clementi i think i can die! nothing to shop! haha....

then we went to this jap restaurant...like sumo bento...cheap n nice! in the end had dinner...too hungry...whole day nv eat! haha...

After that guiying told us how her mum being cheated to buy 4 durians for 65bucks! oh man! the person came to the door lol....wah...how cruel to cheat old pple...

Then we decided to test her mum see if she learns her lesson....jieqing went to test test...coz guiying's mum might recognise me! haha...then in the end...luckily she didnt disappoint us! haha she didnt open the door to jieqing! haha..then we accompany her for dinner downstairs... Guiying;s mum is really cute de! then i just remember that she is a hainanese....ahha exchange a few sentences ... mine sux lah haha but it was fun...then i took train home...slept in the train.. feel tired !

Well i was given a task ... to draft a letter to Uncle Sam...for subsidy...hmm i guess i will do that tml ba...haha..ok ok ...thats all for today....feel pretty tired! hope my shoutbox can recover soon...

Good Day

2005-05-24T02:28:00.001+08:00

hmm...it has been great...got things for me to do...first time holidays for some time liao but i dont feel sian yet ahaha and soon ill be leaving to shanghai! haha cant wait man! haha Have been busy with thailand trip thinggy...with fund raising and stuffs...had a meeting...and we also have the OCC leaflet which i posted here le haha...cool not? haha...

I went to play squash...with Fred...hmmm...At first a little weird but after a while ok le...haha sometimes i think he is likable...sometimes...he is not haha...but so funny only me and him in a squash court playing...then that was my 2nd time playing only leh...but i think im not that terrible lah...at leas i can hit the ball! haha

After bathing...then wait for bus...and the stupid bus stop...so many mosquitoes de...think fred killed alot sia! haha......so itchy! then we finally took 151 to central library there loh haha.....from src ahha..

i guess my feelings for him quite confused...think he is like my activity partner ba...just feel comfortable and easy loh...hahayeah! hmmm then my first aid kit! finally not at my house liao! haha pass to the next first aidder! yeah!!

Well my team got a girl called X...think she is pretty ermm outcast leh.......she keeps complaining then keep shooting us questions that we feel is irrelevant! haha me fred and roy were like omg! haha then i feel so bad! coz it was me who wanted her de leh! haii...Hope u guys forgive me man! although i know they dont mind lah but aiya...hee

Basically thats about all now loh! haha...shall blog again! i should blog often ... if not my dear cousin will say my blog got spider web liao hahah...

Stay happy always everyone! haha

Its been long hahaha

2005-05-22T03:24:00.000+08:00

Aiya...im just lazy lah...u all know me mah haha...i write only when i feel like writing ahaha....anyway its holidays man! and i dont feel sian at all! so surprisingly unbelievable! ahaha but i have been packing my room...like since pri sch never pack like that...so many things...even looking at the amt of stuffs im gonna throw..i seems to still have lots of stuffs leh...haii dont know y like that...can someone tell me what to keep and what to throw?

Well..i will be leaving for Shanghai on 5th june...coming back on 27th june...gonna take up a module...its a summer programme lah...hee the last week is own time own target loh haha...will be going other places b4 we proceed to our final destination Beijing...yeah...i hope it will be great... but come to think of it a little worried coz i dont have a close gf with me lah...but i hope i will be fine! after that i will be going Chiang mai again haha on 10th july...i have been waiting for that day to come so that i can visit the kids ! haha i really miss them alot lot lotsssss....haha...

Anyway my unit gonna undergo upgrading soon loh...the working hrs for those workers are 830am to 6pm...meaning i have no toilet during that period...haha how huh hahha...but i will be going sch to attend classes lah maybe i will go bath then come home loh...maybe go swim or sthg yet to confirm leh! hahaa....anyone willing to let me go to their home to bath? haha

Today i went shopping...surprisingly im pretty ok with shopping today...normally i dont really like lah....then so coincident...met chicken and serene...at the same level! as usual lah that chicken give me a punch to acknowledge me than to CALL ME WEILIN! hahaha "MEI YOU LI MAO"! but i understand lah chicken where got manners de muahahah....

then i met serene! she is attached! i feel so happy! hahaha hope things will go well for her! hee...hope this is gonna be the right one for him loh...

anyway i got something pretty puzzled with...there are 2 guys....say A n B....when i saw A...i treat him machiam very good fren...we talk n talk....n i wont blush when i see him...but B we are close also...but i will be blush and feel ermm i also dont know how to say lah...but to me both A n B are impossible de leh...haiyo...A to me is no chemistry lah can talk everything and anything unedr the big blue sky....B shit...im pretty confused abt this...aiyo...i think i think real much... it cannot be lah...haii nvm time will tell! hahaha...alrighty i think i wrote superly long...hahaha but it will take some time b4 i write again loh soo hahaha...better write longer...

I packed my room then saw alot of letters pple wrote to me...some i lost contact le...i miss them alot man...dont know how to get their contacts...haii then i understand...we must always treasure our frens man...

ok my lappy is making strange noise again haha i think i better stop and get some nice sleep...dont know what to do tml hahaha...see how loh... ok ok take care everyone!!!

Short One

2005-04-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

Been Superly busy with School Work...dont understand y i have 5 modules but 7 projects! CRaps...haii but im so glad its like down with 3 n 2 of them are finishing!! pheww... and exam is coming...oh gosh..what a world..cant i have a little peace? i will be going shanghai end of may i think...going for a summer program...then mid july going to thailand again to do a project and visit my kids!! i really miss them dearly! tml got a debate...and coz of this debate one of my frens cried ... haii.. then i said i help her be the debator but she doesnt want...then the day b4... she keeps complaining that she doesnt want to present liao...haii...why GIRLS always so wishy washy? haii i myself also dont understand!...

Anyway...recently got a little liking with this guy in my faculty...hmmm...he is not those wahhh kind of guy,...he is otherwise lah...but i can talk to him...feel very comfortable...and alot of things that we can share...well i shall wait and see how...i know my pattern too well...after a while the feelings will be gone...shall see how...not desperate anyway...

And...Steven...Im not talking abt u...there's no reason for me to talk abt...and i know the theory of good n bad guy...and i know what i have wanted...Maybe u dont know me well enought ba... but anyway...happy trip to korea with ur fren...

ok...time for me to go to bed!! so tired...looking forward for each n everyday in sch...:)

I PASSED MY DRIVING!

2005-02-27T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hello For all reading!!

hahaha I PASSED!!! with 16 pts...actually i think the tester is very nice TEO EE HSIANG! never forget him leh... haha...my circuit wasnt a problem...then on the road...got a little drizzle....but it is pretty fine...sat morning.. no cars...no heavy trucks nor traffic...it all goes on pretty well...then there is one serious problem...i think i nearly stop after the stop line a little! i dont know isit i exceed lah...cant see from inside oso..then the tester sort of like looking n looking see if i got exceed...oh no man...i was abt to finish le leh...then i made myself this stupid mistake..its a immediate failure leh!!!! but...he is such a kind n nice man....never give me that...but did talk abt that when we were in a room..and some mistakes here n there....that ended up with 16pts! but hey i dont care 1 pt 16pts or what.. i have got a LICENSE!! its definitely my best BDAY presiee ever!!hahaha 'but then again i have no car...someone who is so nice to give me a car for bdae.....that will be my bestest pressiee muahahaha...

Ok anyway...have lots of projects n tut to be done..got to do work again le...arg...APRIL...IM waiting for u to come!! haha ok...take care pple...im happy!

Beeeesss

2005-02-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

ahhaha busy as the bees...hmmm tml i will be having my second Driving Test! whichever god out there...please bless me...just for tml!! let this passing licsence be my Birthday Pressie for this yr ba!! hee ok got to wake up at 6am...then meet my instructor at 7am...then circuit at 730-830,....test at 915am!! wooo this time round im less confident leh...but ill do my best lah! yeah!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-02-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

not clear but me in specs after haircut!

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me after kk's bro's wedding dinner

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me n my good good fren uncle rong

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me n shiyu!

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me n ying at pan pac

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too early...shopping mall not yet open! haha have to sit outside..so ke lian

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We in the BKK Train!

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we at khun pichen's "lodge" lovely but freaking cold!

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trekking woh

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Tired...at the train door!

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Another Lovely pic

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in the Tigerairways!

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Return daY!

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me n shuming in train

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Hey Hey before sleeping time!

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me n shuhui in train!

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me n roy at hot spring! self vain hahaha

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mae kam pong(national Park)

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lovely arent they

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there! my Tiprawan!!

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Happy Family!

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At waterfall with shuhui n huiping

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this is where i get my friendship band! 15baht!! made by the kids there!! AMAZED!

2005-02-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

Me and Fred...the scandalous pic

Just Drop By

2005-02-22T01:50:00.000+08:00

just drop by to those who is waiting for my blog ahaha...been lazy n busy leh...ahhha so much have happened!!...got anger,sadness,happiness...alot alot!! Im angry with 1 person who forgets me....who never think abt me....who never care abt me...who totally ignore me after things have happened...how bad...haii even when i see the person on the street..i will just find my ways to avoid....just dont feel like bumping into each others when i see him so close with another girl!...haii..but its ok..it a lesson to be learnt!..it was really saddening when i search high n low but i cant find my name anywhere...am i that not worth to be mentioned? but nvm...i put all these behind me and starts all over!

thats my anger n sadness ba....happiness simply overcome everything when i went to Chiang mai!!!For Cultural Exchange! haha it was really nice with the whole bunch of cool n nice pple...royce(lili), Roy (ah pek), shuhui(dodo), huiping (mama san), daniel (hiroSHITma), benny (Jenny), Fred (apparently nothing leh how come?), shuming (mei4mei4) as in sis...ME (MEIMEI as in BEautiful!) mauuahahaha i really had lots n lots of fun n memories!! not to forget my chio bu Tiprawan...the kids in Karen Village are really adorable...she is only 5 yrs old!! i love her the most n my frens said i too favouritism liao haha..i even gave her my click hahah she is so cute to resist! haha...later i shall post some pics sia!! haha

Went trekking also.....it was really memorable...really understand the meaning of "MIND OVER BODY" its all in ur mind!!! haha....physically wow...climb uphill up up up we go...non stop! haha...actually i have got so much to say lah ahhaa.....but chop chop...haha i wrote in my real diary liao..ahaha ...chiang mai was really a nice trip!! will be going again!! yeah!!!.....oh not to forget ... i had a crush with Mr Fred! haha ...later show the scandalous pic! haha ....

Then sch starts...quite motivated...but now with all the projects..i think im gonna die! haha.....well.....then there was this SDE day...talentine...wooo..i was the judge loh...coz i was last year CHAMPION mah...then guess who was there with me?? jerry n SHIYU!!! yes!!! HUANG SHIYU!! he is so cute so cool lah! haha n his singing i have nothing to say!! so good!! get to know him...took pics! muahaha so happy! then i saw him on train...!! wah n so surprised...he remembers me!!! n wave to me!!! aiya...i so shy! muahaha...he is nice lah..but at first i thought he was quite tao! haha ok anyway...basically n roughly thats abt all le...yup...tell again when i free!! o my 2 lovely cousins whos gonna read this....see ya on Thurs!!! KTV time!! yeah!! miss u all!!!

2004-12-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

at the peak

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In The Plane

2004-12-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

at xing guang da dao

hahah this is me...act cute lah...haha have to hold my hair mah..too windy! haha

Trip To Hong Kong!

2004-12-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

Alrighty...i was so lazy to blog ahha...till today really nothing to do...so decided to write something on my HK trip haha.....5 days in Hong Kong...it was really fabulous...at least to let my brain rest and relax...oh man... the weather there is really awesome! 24 hr free air con i should call that! i really dont know how to explain...haha.

First day we reached there pretty early...and while waiting for other flight to come and join us... we had some free time to get some food...went to a nearby shop to eat...then i ordered this mixed beef noodles! wow! it was really cool...tried food that i have never tried before! like the beef liver, etc...unbelievable...but their food alittle too salty haha....i didnt dare to drink the tea! coz it was so oily! haha ok then after that...ok then we went off to 星光大道...ok lah that one nothing much...walk around and see those finger prints on the grd and took some pictures...after that went off to this teddy bear thinggy...ahah see all the teddy bear...ok lah that one also nothing...but their fur are super nice to touch...ok then off to this seafood restaurant for dinner!! Believe it or not! i love that dinner!! coz its all my fav SEAFOOD...all kinds of seafood loh!! even if i never eat in singapore b4.. i also hack just grab one and eat!! and 10 dishes!! believe it or not!! haha man they all tasted so awesome!! but too bad lah...i think is a bit rush leh...wonder if all hong konger rush their dinner !? haha aiyo...meal time should slowly eat slowly enjoy mah...the dishes came so fast like i cant catch a breathe! haha.....just keep on eating and eating!.... After that...the tour guide shows us ard then we went to the peak loh! the famous one lah! haha it was super duper windy cum cold loh...but i really feel shiok abt it! haha then we took nice nice pic oso..this professional camera man...who works there lah..we paid for him to take pic! haha it was pretty ex but the effect was really cool.....the skyline oh man! ahah then my aunt bargain with him lah..in the end the price still the same but he saved it inside my memory card also! so in the end we have both the hard and the soft copy!

then back to Regal Kowloon Hotel! haha.....

Second day.....went for breakfast! what to say? haha the bf is my desired kind of bf! porridge...with all the dim sum! haha...ok..then we went to this place...to touch cai sheng! haha....took some pics also and get to know where jackie chan lives! haha and there is photographer helping us to take pic also lah !! in the end he developed it and we must pay for it ! those make into plate one! haha ok loh...bo bian.....then...went to take boat! like those river taxi in singapore loh...nothing much...took some pics also....then...went for lunching...ate this goose meat! haha was nice! i think meeal are always good when u travel with grp tour! haha cant deny that! haha ok then i think before that we also went to this place u always see in tv where pple make wish and throw the thing up onto the tree! haha i didnt lah...dun wanna malu myself! ahaha.....ok then we went to lady;s street then walk to temple street then didnt but much stuffs also coz winter then decided to go back hotel!..

Third day! it was a crazy day! haha we went ocean park! we took a cable car up up up we go...its like damn high up loh! with mountain and seas! haha ok when we reached there.....we walked ard took some pics..haha then we headed to this roller coaster ride...ahha ok lah it was alright...then some other rides also...the BEST part is i sat on this Abyss? haha those whereby u sit...then it will brings u up up up up vertically then without warning down down down! like oh my god! haha i have just experience commiting suicide from dunno which floors loh! i admit that i was damn scared!! i dont even dare to open my eyes.!! come on! it was really scary loh! so i will advise pple not to suicide this way! ur heart simply jumped out loh! man...but hey....that was really fabulous! haha.....then we had our own lunch...bought some souvenirs...then...we went after that we went to a temple....do some praying then after that....the tour guide brought us to this desert sshop and had their famous desert..it was rather special...with this white i think is milk...like tofu lah surround it with this black zi ma? in the middle! haha typical singaporean simply mixed it and eat it...but that was a wrong way loh ! haha it was nice the taste! then we had our own dinner then haha went to this street nearby and walk walk and decided to have a hair cut...haha we went to this salon ...oh man! the salon guys there are all so cute till i wanna drool...especially one haha that washed my hair and dont know how to speak chinese haha then i super clumsy loh...i actually hit my head onto the those 电 hair one haha then that guy so nice...touch my head n said not pain not pain in cantonese...ahaha ok lah then the hair cut was by a girl! haha ok nothing much difference but it was cheap! haha

FOrth day!! Free and easy...well it was kinda not a very good day...coz there were like conflicts...welli guess sometimes its good to go with frens? haha but i dont deny that i have lots of fun with this company...hee..ok then i sat on this mtr! their mrt! haha....it was kindda cool....then we went causeway bay to shop...apparently i think hk shop open at night lo hhahaha those stalls on the street were like not open...then we walk ard then went back to our territory...bought lunch back to hotel and eat loh...then unbelivable .......everyone fall asleep loh! haiz...this is so not me loh!! we pay money to go and sleep? how not worth it loh! haii..if i were with frens...i guess we wont be sleeping loh...at least till 4am then next morning go crazy again...and so on n on... sleeping?!?!!? oh man! haha......even i at home also nv sleep so early when i was in hk loh! haha abit wasted there!! initially wanted to go out alone but i dont think thats a good idea lah! so wait till everyone was really awake...then my cousin went to that salon to cut hair while me n aunt shop...die die oso must buy thingS! haha then ended up at this bra shop for very long...they taught us the right way to wear bra loh! haha n i was quite stunned at the cup that im wearing haha it was a big big jump i was amused by it! haha but it fits ! haha i really puzzled man haha...i bought one home lah ...then walked ard buy some stuffs...and we shopped till pretty late then go back hotel! haha i bought a PINK bag too! it was rather unique though i know its ex lah but seriously like it so much...ahha ok ....

LAST day! i was so sad to leave the 24hr free air con country leh! haha somemore morning flight! haha went to airport then bought some food stuff! everything quite rush also ahah then after 3+hrs of flight ...here i am back in singapore!! haha

Im quite ok with the sudden change of weather lah.....yeah...valueair...was ok..not too bad at lease got food to eat got tea to drink! haha....ok i think i will stop here it is really long! and oh man i spent abt an hr to type this! hahaha...i personally think that this is an enriching trip haha coz i learnt alot abt the buildings there.and the FEng Shui!! it was really unbelivable! haha if i have the chance i will visit hk in winter again! haha

A Trip that is enriching and unforgetteble!~

A sHoRt OnE

2004-12-04T02:39:00.000+08:00

woo...leaving to airport soon...730am flight!

i definitely feel down....still....only chentat understands my feeling.....

for those who know i am leaving today have more or less wishes me bon voyage....where is the person i wanna hear it most from?

arg! y am i a girl?y do i always think this n think that?i already told myself dunno how many donkey times ... but still.....guess its really time to think abt it.....

hopefully i will come to a conclusion...

May There Be No Regrets When U look Back~

GuEsS iM nOt As ToUgH aS i ThInK~

2004-12-03T03:03:00.000+08:00

Finally Exams are over! im really feeling nothing.....dunno y also...but ill be off to HK on sat! its gonna be an early flight..very early...but good lah...im sick of staying in Singapore....

Hai...not feeling good...feeling very down...all i can say is im not as tough as i think i am.....i just dont understand why is this happening to me...what is happening? what am i doing? am i stupid? am i foolish? what the.....sometimes i really wonder n ponder where i stand.....do i ever existed? haii....i dunno how n what to say...but i guess i better do some reflection in HK.....

There are things that i really wanna do before i leave...but i dun think im gonna do it...im just too disappointed...too down...too torn apart....too reluntant to ask...and i dun think is necessary..no longer think is a necessary...hate being a GIRL!....

So unbelievable....i always making the same mistakes again n again n again....can i stop it?!?! damn!

Just what do i want?! what am i thinking?!arg!! i really hate myself sometimes!......

AH! Put these sadness aside....

I just now read this book Grandeur De D Major by Jay...just a little only....but i flip thru looking at the pics! they are fantastic! im falling deeply in love with him man! he is so oh my gosh...simply no vocab can explain.. and his concert! FAbulous!...everyone was so super duper high! sing....sing....screamm...and scream....landy n nan quan mama were great too! think this time round the concert is so much worth it! haha ... waiting for 2 yrs for him to come for another concerT! my jay's concert buddy ...xinyee...woo...haha we are inseparable liao...coz every time got JAy...we will stick together!... yeah!

Alrighty i think i shall stop somewhere here....no mood to write longer....

Hear no evil...See no evil...Speak no evil...

Give me Peace...

3 down 3 to go

2004-11-25T13:27:00.000+08:00

hurray@ 3 down...3 more to go!...just had my lunch...dunno what to eat...buy from downstairs...i think of the coffee shop i sian le haha bo bian.. for stomach i go to the cai fan stall...looking at the "liao" they have i also full liao haha then decided to order just 2 vege my fav kang kong that taste bitter haii and cucumber soft soft one...but taste salty..haii...then eat loh,,, haha now full le...feel like sleeping haha.. but cannot tml got paper..havent really study! haha open book though...and luckily paper is at 230pm..

alright man...nothing much really happened but hmmm i feel weird...things seems to be different...or isit just me? GIRLS? well dunzz... dun care.,.. i shall continue with my exams and HK i Am Coming! hahah

2 more days!

2004-11-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

Exams coming........oh no.......haha i think im still not very prepared leh haha anyway things happened past few days .... hmmm no time to write it all here maybe after exams if i still remember haha guess i wont blog for the next few days le! haha see my mood.....haha

wish me luck! hahah 6 PAPERS!

till 2 Dec! arg!

Out oF Control

2004-11-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Went out with Steven yesterday till today early morning loh went movies (Taxi) and east coast park...It was Really nice lah though now i super tired ahaha but i think my feelings for him is getting stronger and scared one day i cant control my own feelings man...

But once again i think everything seems to progress too fast.....was talking to junwei man this is like a fren i never chatted to haha i roughly cum briefly told him this relationship abt wanna be together yet scared of commitments......he actually said rubbish haha he said then wait till either one regret isit? till something happened to either one isit? wah shit man talking to him him nearly kena brain-washed ahaha...

i do have some hesitation abt US but "one hand cant make a clap" its gonna be 2 person making the same moves and directions...sometimes i also dun understand what are we waiting for haha......but sometimes i also can understand our hesitation...our confusion.....our doubts.....our feelings...

Life! haha i used to think n tell my frens that "bullshit lah...like then together loh ...y isit like together yet no status leh? isnt it a blessing to be loved n to love? why like that? " haahah looks like im talking abt myself this time round haha guess feelings is really hard to control ba....ok back to books....think abt this after exams ba...

Deepavali!

2004-11-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

wooo ha hor.,.haha public holiday n im stuck at home with some stupid planning notes by frank llyod wright haha im going into Howard soon ..haha boring...today ok lah at least never fall asleep maybe its not as boring as it is ba..

nothing much happened but i did something in the morning...dunno is consider stupid or cute or what of me..haha not to be reveal first lah..haha the truth will be out soon i hope haha

later got singapore idol...woo sylvester gonna sing Jay's 安静..haha im really looking forward to it..but i still think taufik is the best lah haha....

Had a simple yet great dinner...is just soup and rice...but the soup got all my favourites... prawns, sotong, fish,tofu.... meat balls hahaa how nice my parents! haha okok i shall go back to my bks b4 the show starts! haha..... yeah!

HuNgRy~

2004-11-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

what a Hungry tuesday i had! haha was so hungry whole day ate 1 simple meal...fish egg plus fish meat soup with rice! yummy thinking of it make my saliva arg....then basically today i watched KWAME's webcasts sooo super boring...at times i nearly fall asleep leh...he is like story telling loh so boring...

then this chentat...a super good fren of mine!....went buy some yummy FOOD ask him to send some here...kaoz..he only left the bones loh haha WHAT A FRIEND! hahaha the most i pay for ur taxi fare mah! ahaha anyway its ok lah i think im going to sleep soon loh...watching the webcast is super exhausting man! worst than attending the real lect! haha

ok lah tml lesson in the noon so boring again ahah but ill go! haha good me haha anyway gonna do some readings first.....before i go to my dreamland! haha i miss him haha

Today's Test n Date

2004-11-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

oh well i passed the test but not very good...haha anyway met up with Steven again haha.....met him at suntec. had dinner at cafe cartel...then went to fountain of wealth there sit sit talk talk...then went sky garden also...we were like peeping tom n mary loh..seeing other pple kissing....haha

anyway...it is yet another great date lah....getting more confused but seems like this is not bad either ahah... tired liao my eyes are closing ciaoz!

2004-11-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

me and steven at bus stop

6.11.04

2004-11-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

well well ...this date is a date not to be forgotten..went out with steven on the 5th went to changi village for nasi lamak...raining again ....luckily not very heavy...then we went off...then dunno where to go..stopped at this bus stop took some pics...then decided where to go....

Since we at changi le ..we tried searching for the old changi hospital...cool but eerie leh...coz is so dark n alamak..mosquitoes bite...haha now still itchy..haha we went up...hmmm that was a long way up...but everythings ok lah...n oh no the lighter spoilt aiya...dark ---> darker..hahaha

After which we went to a plc....Shall not disclose what happened next haha...but i had a great night lah...nv expected but hey...like nv had it b4...dunno how to say...but i do have mixed feelings...not sure abt my own feelings..i dun deny my liking for him coz i do....but too fast ba...and not ready...but being unable to be with him i also feel terrible...i seriously dunno what i want haha...GIRLS! arg!

i keep telling myself ok...too fast too fast...lets wait when both of us are ready...lets be the frens we used to be...give me time and i will be healed...yeah...most importantly my policy.."see open" ahah yeah...ok for the very very last time let me pour out my feelings...and back to studies....

i love him...i miss him...i want time to stop at that night...i ermm basically thats all i wanna pour out haha......thanks for the lovely lovely night...and thanks that we r still frens that will share everything under the big blue sky......:)

back to studies......

exams coming,,

2004-11-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

la la la....exams coming...hai have to be full engine liao! haha.....but i always feeling tired haha :)

2004-10-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

Me and Steven at my house corridor super shag

What a Day.....tired..nice..happy....exciting......oh no

2004-10-31T17:04:00.000+08:00

woo..im still kicking actively...laozz...how can that be? i only slept for an hour or so...Yesterday was Halloween...nothing to do with me though..haha went out with steven...watched shark tale....115am show...pretty tired...but ok...still manage to finish the whole show...quite funny...hee...but i never get to keep the tix this time round...haha so no pic of tix...before movie...went coffee bean sit then hmm went orchard tower watched the b....haha quite interesting.....some were nice some cannot make it lah...then went pak game..that arcade no pple one leh haha but the games not very nice also...played photo hunt and some shooting game.....then off for movie......oh not forgetting abt that drunken man outside the thai embassy! haha he is dead drunk Steven still went ask if he is ok haha the drunken man gave a ok sign haha ended up ambulance came though haha....

after movie....we no idea where to go leh...then go round n round so cool and nice....it was a slow ride....then ride for a while we decided to go MUsTaFA! haha cant find the right road somemore haha hidden mall haha...went in shop and shop.....well not many pple there but we were all puzzled lah like how come still got pple come and buy things at that hr? ha 4 plus leh!we shop till 5 plus went search for tian ji porridge.....when we reached geylang...wow..there "PEOPLE" are still hyperactive!! haah so many of them standing there waiting for "CUSTOMERS!" We decided to go walk one round...ok then after that we tried so hard to search for the porridge but closed liao..ended up eat mixed pork porridge ahha quite nice lah...then went home...reached abt 630 am i think.....till now only sleep for an 1hr..coz initially thought need to go mkt help out my parents...in the end they said no need...quite glad also lah coz i got to do the brochure! finally is done...left with cover only...ok anyway...

TOPIC OF THE DAY: i actually sms Steven saying i abit like him...i think i super crazy...thought i promised not to express my feelings again ?!?! what am i doing?! haii i must be damn shag and tired to say out all these! arg....haa ok hope ill have a good nice sleep later and a sweet dream too

b4 i zzz

2004-10-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

ThOuGhTs:

CaN sOmEoNe LoVeS sOmEbOdY sO eAsIlY?

WhAt Is LoVe? I gEt PuZzLeD~

ShOuLd OnE bE hOnEsT aNd TelL iT aLl Or KeEp SiLeNt?

WiLl OnE gEt OvEr SeNsItIvE aNd tHiNkS tHaT nOtHiNg Is SoMeThInG?

KeEpInG iNsIdE iS sO nOt Me~

BuT i LeArNt~

WhAt Is MeAnT tO bE wIlL bE mEaNt To Be~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr Of NoT mAkInG tHe SaMe MiStAkEs~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr Of CoNtRoLlInG~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr NoT tO bE hOnEsT~

GiVe Me ThE pOwEr NoT tO dReAm Of SoMeThInG nOt MeAnT tO bE ~

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe Im StAnDiNg At A cRoSsRoAd~

QuEsTiOn MaRkS kEeP PoPpInG oUt~

ZzZzZzZZZZZ.......

jalan kayu...zoo...metro..oh no!

2004-10-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

woo...went to jalan kayu for supper with StEvEn~ hee and so bu qiao raining again! but so nice of him lah let me wear his jacket....hope he doesnt catch a cold.... haha went ate prata...the famous one wasnt open lah..went to the other..then curry abit salty hahah ....then went home le...hee so nice that he sent me back home...hee anyway then today oh no 11am driving i woke up only 1055am! haha then i late lah...then nearly kanna accident! duno what im thinking also shit! haha but heng lah..my instructor saved it all...

just now i watched ming xin hao bang shou...saw they all went ZOO! im like years nv been there...feel like going there...taking lots of pictures...wah.. wow...weee....hmmm but not everyone like me so bo liao go do such things...haha see how lah.....then my fren called! haha she was at metro sales at expo! wahh things there seems cheap i also wanna go!!! shopping kakis.....where to find haha....see how again lah ahah....let me think think....the most let them slip away ahah. ...downloaded some great songs...1000miles by vanessa carlton...cool i like that song.......shoot the moon by norah jones....woooo i like...haha doing my valuation till i sian...haha but ill still hang on! haha tml is a relaxed day lah haah.....alrighty.....see if anything later write again!...watch swim show......

MoNdAy BlUeS~~~

2004-10-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

wooo my monday in sch is finally over!! haha i m super tired lah...830am have to reach sch...still got a long long week ahead tml got a SS tutorial...have to read n read .......lesson starts at 9am! then end at 8pm!! kaoz! by then i tired like dunno what liao....will sure sleep in train like a pig! but WEDNESDAY is my FREE day!! gonna learn my driving 11am hee then ill be free!!......thursday got 1 tut on space aiya that one lac...but fri valuation oh no dunno what we have to do ...havent check it out....see how lah...dun care....tired......but still have to do work loh....okie dokie....recently i miss someone terribly....dunno y like that.....hahaha ok lah i better go do my work le ciaoz

2004-10-25T01:51:00.000+08:00

Another tix ahha

2004-10-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey! The Movie Tix!

A rAiNy CoLd NiTe DaTe WiTh StEvEn~

2004-10-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

Oh man!......i had a super hard time trying to figure out how to post picture!! thanks to CHENTAT the CHICKEN! thanks!! ok the pic...woo so big haha this guy ah is Steven loh...haha finally went out with him after 4 long years!....man..my heart was pounding fast lah coz of the BIKE ride! haha First time mah....kan jiong not because gonna meet him...coz of the bike...haha first time feel so helpless doing something haha...then when he said come and fetch me....ah dui...i said no need mah i go myself..then no need sit his bike haha but in the end he is nice enough to come fetch me...but i kan jiong lah....useless me!

Ha! phew! the ride was LoNg.......15mins like 15 days.......hahaha but ok lah his skill not that bad!...hahaa after that first ride to PS...im ok with it le lah...but the helmet is super heavy lah! haha but what a day lah it rained...poor steven got drenched..went PS starbuck sit down talk drink ...woo my first try of their Green Tea!.. i think is superb! next time i go there sure drink just that! haha somemore in GREEN! haha then watched "Ladder 49" hmmm the show ok lah but sad ending loh...sob...haha after that went for supper at geylang...that "You Tiao Da Wang"...another first time been there!...quite nice lah the food...hee....then we took the pic hee so cool lah...but can see we are both quite tired liao haha almost 4am that time haha....then sent me home....hee.....

Overall i think is quite cool lah...coz i dont feel like meeting a stranger...coz long time no see mah...4 yrs just like 1 day loh still can talk ... and his police stories were pretty amazing lah...especially the jumping down case...bleh.....haha anyway...he doesnt change much lah....whoops will he be happy or sad to hear that? haha but still as nice lah! hee...alrighty ....gonna post somemore pic ahaaha......shoot.....after meeting him...i miss him...arg! bull.....hahha shoot.......ok i better start my tutorial or else no need sleep liao and get scolding for the terrible tutors!! haha aiya not that terrible lah! haha ciaoz

2004-10-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

ThE dAtE wItH sTeVeN aFtEr 4 YeArS!

today...

2004-10-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

today ok....but i was alittle pissed off with a friend...dun wanna mention it le anyway recently i sort of like get to contact steven (my sec sch fren),....more....i feel happy to be in contact with him again...he eh used to like me..but i was so stupid back then lah only have brandon brandon and brandon...till i let him slip away...haha think he is very nice guy loh...anyway..im glad he is doing well now...thats all i need to know hee....anyway tml is wed ..my only off day!..but argg have to go back for lesson ...so irritating...10-5 in sch...shoot man...exams coming coming loh haha i sooo happy coz it means holidays coming!..haii before i fall asleep i better go do my work.........................

A night in M Hotel!

2004-10-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Oh man...this is crazy...i had my best weekend of my life i guess!! haha me n my best fren, guiying off to this M hotel for a 2 days 1 night stay......oh gosh...this is cool the room is fantastic! I think i spent abt 200+++ on the weekend.. but seriously i think i needed that! i m so stress and so sick of all my projects just wanna get away from all the stress that im having!..we reached there at abt 3 plus then check in and stuffs...went to have some snacks...she ate a chicken pie and mushroom soup..as usual me..i drank seafood soup..a lot of salmon fish...haha it is like soup...i prefer the seafood soup at mr bean i had...that was really cool!...so many sotong...so many prawns oh man! haha ok getting hungry...anyway..talking abt the stay....after the snack we went swimming! and jacuzzi! haha then after that a hot steam boat buffet!...we dont think is worth the money though haha...then we went the bar....wooo got live band! the singer , Trisno...he can really sing well! i drank henniken..dont know how spell...recently think i start loving beer haha think the taste is pretty not bad! hee ok...too bad the bar closes at 1am...forgot to mention there is this gorgeous guy there ...soooo cute! hahaha ok then back to room order some supper ...room service! haha that guy also so cute! haha we had sandwiches! so fulling! hahaha then we do our mask and sleep on the great great bed! hahaah....woke up early to catch out breakfast buffet! cool lah! hahaha got so much food to choose! haha then we went do massage! oh wooo that was really great!! the strength .....whole body massage i think is so ....haha no words to describe! hahaha..... ok after being a 1 night tai tai!...now back to the real world...back to doing my PROJECTS write essay........arg...i cant believe it......i hate it! i want holidays! ahaha....tired ...lah i better get things done fast.....folks take care!

Life should be good

Morning seesion

Sweet afterall...

Wonder if anyone still read my blog? haha

Some good photos!

Everything is fine i guess...

What do people do on Sunday?

My "doggy" is finally 1 yr old!!!

Do i care what pple think of me? yes..i do...

What have i been doing?

左边 by 杨丞琳

I feel so sad

~~PoRrIdGe~~

Up and working!!

After so long....

What is love?

22/9/05 (Guess whats the occasion?)

Our neoprints

22/8/2005 Love grows stronger and stronger

LAzy and Lazy...

SDE reunion!

What do I want?

Half time break!

Our living environment

Here are the lovely kids

The sunglassers! haha

The 4 of us!

Thailand Trip

Thailand Trip

Thailand trip part 3

Thailand trip...part 2

Thailand Trip...Part 1

Shanghai...i am Coming!

NEW SHOUTBOX

Something's wrong with my shoutbox!

Good Day

Its been long hahaha

Short One

I PASSED MY DRIVING!

Beeeesss

Just Drop By

Trip To Hong Kong!

A sHoRt OnE

GuEsS iM nOt As ToUgH aS i ThInK~

3 down 3 to go

2 more days!

Out oF Control

Deepavali!

HuNgRy~

Today's Test n Date

6.11.04

exams coming,,

What a Day.....tired..nice..happy....exciting......oh no

b4 i zzz

jalan kayu...zoo...metro..oh no!

MoNdAy BlUeS~~~

A rAiNy CoLd NiTe DaTe WiTh StEvEn~

today...

A night in M Hotel!

PoRrIdGe